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Saturday, July 30, 2005

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woah, im feeling reali bad today.. i mean like reali bad sick bad..haha..having flu and cough in the morning cuz i tink i slpt in the aircon..haha.. i tink i might have gotten it from one of my classmates..cuz nowadays, everyone is like getting sick.and i seriously tink its the weather..haha.. its been raingin and sunny.. tts y... protect urself.. don fall sick.. its not a nice feeling being sick.. u onli feel weak and tired...haha..ok, enuff bout me being sick and all..

went to play pool with my classmates yesterday.. we had actually planned to play at century pool but then it was such a disappointment to see tt the place was full even bfore we got there!.. i reali wanted to play there cuz its a reali nice to play there!..unlike the other pool places at beauty world or watever..so, then we went to play at pool factor eventually.. even though i don reali like the place.. i did like the food sold there!.. the hotdog bun is like freaking nice!...haha..so, den we played pool.. competitive?.. not reali.. fun?.. yeah!... certainly.. esp with karthig, siyan, jy, wei lung, ismail, amri,raj!..haha..everytink is a jk to them!.. so its fun..haha..played for 2+ hr..and we left for eltech tutorial!..haha.. and we had a fren waiting for us there!.. it was a lil green snail tt got stuck onto amri somehow..haha.. and i told the rest it was our new mascot!..haha.. called?.. fluffy?.. well, not exactly..hahah..it was small and reali cute!haha.. anyways, i had a great time laughing.. oops, playing pool i mean.. hahaha... thnx peepz of 1A2!..haha..

*peace out*

(p.s still feeling sick man!.. help.. my whole body is aching!... and my head is hurting!.. -_-)
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i met up with my hanggies yesterday..haha.. i din reli feel gd tt day.. but i wasnt sick yet.. but its just one of those days...AGAIN!..so i met up with them, normal-zee,yana,muthu and kumar!..and there was a surprise!.. nadia was there!.. i haven seen her in like almost 4 mths!..haha..i used to see her evryday when i was working in Shangri-La Hotel S'pore @ orchard.. coincidentally wher she worked.. so ill wait for her almost everyday..haha...anyways, we, hanged at starbucks. and fav hangplace for zee and yana!.. i dono y..mayb its comfortable i guess.. haha..so, yeah i ended at bout 5 pm.. met kumar and jamal, and went to meet them.. they were alredy there waiting for us..haha.. we hanged @ starbucks for a couple of hrs!.. catching up with old times we had spent together and how much fun it was!..haha...but then i having being tt it was "one-of-those-days" acted like a jerk...i was like being sarcastic to everyone there... and i tink they knew it.. i mean like my frens are like the "Kings n Queens" of sarcasm!....hahaha..and i mean it.. they are sooo gd tt u wont even noe its coming when they say it...haha.. tts how gd they are!..but tts the fun part of it!.. being sarcastic is alot of fun!..haha..there's like more to talk tt way.. haha..ok, so we left starbucks at bout 7+?.. and we were on our way to the F.O.S store opp starbucks!..near POSB bank tink..on our way, somehow/someway...syaz started to play the "green cab" game!..and all of a sudden i was attacked by an oncoming fist!..haha.. and it put me in a daze for a while.. i looked like a drunken giant for god's sakes!..then i heard yana screaming..hehe.she got hit by syaz too.. so, naturally the feeling of revenge set in!..haha..but a revenge tt i will soon live to regret!.. cuz, forgetting my own strength and size.. i ran up to syazz and gave her a HARD *knock*!..haha.. at first i was celebrating in victory..not until i saw tt i hurt syaz!.. my best gal buddy!.. omg, and to tis day im asking for forgiveness!!....sori syazz!.. sori gal!...i felt like giving her a hug to say sori, but i just din wanna make tinks worst.. so i kept quiet..so then, we had to walk pass the bank and we saw tt they were having a party or some sort!.. and there were SATAY!!.. omg, and i was SOOOO hungry i tink i could eat a horse!.. haha.. i was beggine yana and nadia just blend in and play along so we could it.. but they thought i was crazy!.. haha..well....inside the store..they were playing clubbing hits!.. and i just couldnt stop dancing!...hahah.. yeah couldnt stoP!..we were there for quite sometime.. something happened there with one of my hanggy..kumar.. haha.. i was looking at myself in vain in the mirror.. then he sudd pulled my hair!.. he do tt sometimes.. i dono y..isit cuz i have curly hair bro?.. so, then naturally, my foul foul mouth will shoot.. and i was like "fuck u, chee bye, kanina!, pundek" and all as usual.. u get the pic?..i though being one of my hanggies, he'll noe of my foul mouth but then he was angry.. and i told him tt he doesnt scare me.. ive known him for soo long.. he's angry face doesnt scare me a bit!.. but then after tt i tink he might reali be?.. who noes.. y did he pull my hair in the first place when he noes i don like it...haha.. anyways, there was a lil silent act among us.. until it was time to leave the place for hm...haha..i was soo tired the onli tink i wanted to do was to go hm and slp!...hahaha..and we left our hugs at the bus-stop...haha..

*peace out*
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

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sometimes ireali wander..... do they reali care like they say they do?!... well, i certainly feel they don!.. im talking bout frenship and frens....do they reali last?.. like wat ppl alwaez say?...cuz i feel im alwaez the one putting in the freaking effort and they are doing nothing?!...i reali wonder... y am i sooo f***ing forgivefuL!..or am i just being stupid!..im not refering to u, (yana, zee) or the others...im talking bout my CLOSER buddies!..i hope u noe who u guys ar!.. im just quite frustrated nowadays.. wel, the promises made during the first few wks of skul i tink are just a tink of the past.. broken empty promises made in the thin air...firstly.. i just wanna say im FED-UP of being the one alwaez calling and f***king asking how u are doing!!!.. and asking and f***king invited u to go to movies, pool or watever f*** sh**!!...ok, u might say u do call me!... i agree!...but then u call me like wat?... once every fucking 2 wks or 3!...u might as well not call!..and when u call wat do u ask me?.. "u wanna play soccer"?!..wth?.. and me, being the stupid naive one, alwaez going whenever u ask meet up.. but then oso being the naive one, u rarely go out when i call u out...ok, yeah u may say we do meet up wat?.. yeah we do.. but ask urself this.. how many times do we meet up in a wk??.. i don consider accidentally meeting up in skul "meeting up" btw..how many?.. i tink its onli wat, once every 2 wks or more?!.. rite?.. cuz tell me if im wrong...i don tink tts fair to me.. i mean like, ok, i reali appreciate u helping me in my studies.. but then i reali don feel like we are as close frens as we used to be.. its like i kinda feel a lil awkward talking to u now..and to tink tt could ever happen!.. urghhh...its just nail biting man..ur real nice and everytink.. but i don tink ur doing nothing to keep our frenship man.. and for a person like me.. i treasure frenship alot!..and to noe tt im oso doing the most to "preserve" while u are doing nothing is reali driving me nuts man!.. worst.. nowadays, the other buddy oso rarely calls me...ok, NV!.. c'mon.. wat the fuck do u take me for?!...do i look like an idiot?!!.. ive told u guys many many many times!.... i don have a prob in losing a just another fren!... its just one less person to wori and care bout in my life..anyways, i can alwaez find a new fren.. he/she might not be my best fren or wat.. he/she might not call me or wat,..but then, wtf... u guys arent tt different either!..u can criticise me for my hair, for my actions for everytink!...u can say u don like my attitude, my lifestyle or wat not..i noe i might alwaez be the one finding fault with ye guys,,but then its all based on actual real life happening!...but then now, it'll just be a waste of ur time cuz I DON CARE no more!..u tink ur alwaez rite?.. well, now ur wrong!.. and stop being like a gangster for god's sake!.. wat?! do u tink it scares me?!... u tink ill pee in my pants seeing u act lidat!...rmb!.. ive known u for a loooong time!.. u tink i cant see thru the charade?...anyways, if u cant be bothered i cant either.. u better get somethin goin' or ill be the one goin' man!.. im sick and tired of being the idiot of the grp!..there's no fucking way ur gonna make a fool of me!.. don mess with me!... or tinks might just turn out MESSY!!!.....

*PISSED OUT*
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Monday, July 25, 2005

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who says going to sentosa with ur family isnt fun esp if they are like ur parents and aunts and uncles... haha well, i did... thought so.. bfore today... haha..i went to sentosa just now with my dad side of the family.. while yesterday's was my mom's side.. haha.. anyways, i din noe.. it was a last min tink and we were quite rushed as a result..haha..but then we went as my lil cuzz had wanted to go for a long time le..haha..after being there the first tink i did was to swim!.. haha.. though i cant swim!.. well, mayb ill say hang by the water!...haha.. i love the water beaches.. it reminds u of the tink called nature and it lets u release all ur stress..haha...but then amogst all.. i still love to go with my frens.. it much much much more FUN!!... haha.. but then fun almost killed me during syaz's party when someone apparently tried to strangle me in the water........ahaha.. no lah, jkjk.. i enjoy being strangled almost to death....???????....hahaha...so, when u are at sentosa swimming or doing watever tt is u do at sentosa... u tend to forget tt time exists..cuz u are just having soo much fun!..haha..ive been a sentosa quite alot of times with my frens... few with my classmates.. more time with my ex-brps mates... and a couple with my hanggies..ahaha..and all of them are such many wonderful memories..haha..

elaine lim and elaine goh at sentosa..

yeps, so continuing..i had fun cuz my cuz was learning how to swim for the first time!..haha.. and it was reali fun to see him do it!..haha.. he's just soo cute!..then , as usual there were food and suntanning.. but there was a prob... there was no sun today...ahah..and there were many eye-candies around.. cute jap gals..haha.. palawan beach.. dolphin lagoon..tourists...haha...i tink i was in the water MOST of the time.. as usual.. i was oso in the water most of the time when i went to sentosa with my hanggies.. haha.. so now i have wrinkled hands and rough hair..haha.. but tts aight... since i reali had a great time today.. even though it was with my family.........

*peace out*
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

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hmmm! wat a tiring day tis was for me!.. haha..i had to go for my cuzzin's bdae party at the bukit batok macdonalds!..(she's 9yrs old)..anyways, i was quite reluctant to go for the party as i thought id onli turn out to be boring and ive nv attended parties at macs bfore..haha..anyways, after the whole day i knew i was dead wrong!..haha..the party and the games all roughly started at bout 6-7pm..slowly one by one.. my relatives turn up..haha.. and when all of them had arrived, it was like the "battle of the genres"..cuz most of my cuzzinz are punk-rockers..then i tink i was the onli r&b genre there.. but then who cares..haha...hmm.. den the first one hr or so is for the children to play the organised games and all... then at bout 8 the FOOD came!!!!....OH MY GOD!....ive nv seen soooooo much mac food in my life!.....seriously!...i tink normal ppl would die eating it!...oh my god... and the fries kept coming!! and coming!! and coming!!.. haha.. we kept stuffing ourselves with mac food!.. yay.... the burgers... omg... i saw the receipt there were no more than 35 ppl!.. but then there were like more than 50 or 60 burgers of all types!..and tt excludes the childrens meal!...then i sat to the table nearest to the organisers table with the rest them.. and my cuzz(bdae gal's sis) sat next to me.. we're kinda close cuz we aim for the same tinks and we experience the same tinks too..haha.. anyways, then she was like taking PRACTICALLY every extra food put at the table next to ours and putting it on our table!...haha...so, i was eating like fucking much!...haha.. nuggets, fish dippers, mcspicy double, fries(lotsa fries!)...oh, wow, i thought to myself.. am i like wat?..fucking lucky to be sitting on tt table, cuz i moved frm one table to another.. then my uncle was like just take just eat...haha.. we oso continued stretching our hands into the distant to reach for tt packet of fries and nuggets..haha..i tink we ate more than wat? like 1 hr?!.. haha..then time for the real surprise!..the bdae cake!.. it was a 2kg specially made to order, Swensen's ice-cream cake!!!...with a picture of jack-jack frm The Incredibles..she like it...haha.. and guess how much it cost?.. hmm $110+!.. ive nv eaten a cake costing more than $50.. i tink...then i looked like a boy waiting eagerly for his sweets..haha.. waited for the staff to cut the cake.. it literally took 4 ppl to cut the cake cuz it was reali hard.. even though they took it out of the freezer 30mins bfore hand.. well, wat the heck.. i was still waitin.. haha.. and then i finally got my share...then two...then three....haha..the delicious taste of the ice cream.. it was to die for!..haha.. and the best part u nv get sick of it!.. its ice-cream!..then the last piece my cuzz took and it was fucking big piece..haha.. then as usual.. i nibbled some of the ice-cream frm her... haha.. after everytink ended.. we went back to their place near the mac.. but then bfore we left.. i collected some "goodies" from the mac... a whole set of reali cute looking mac magnets... haha.. hmm..and my cuzz and her frens oso took!(all of them 21+).. we were all like small kids screaming in joy when receiving the "goodies".....went back to their place and there were more food there!!!.. haha.. but then i din eat lah.. i was alredy bloated and fainting frm eating at the mac..haha...wouldnt u be if u were eating $367.65 worth if mac food!.. tt was the bill!!..haha..excluding the cake!..anyways, hanged there for a while.. until my uncle sent us hm at bout 2am..then i had a looooong slp.....hahah..wont u??..

this was the bdae cake!.. nice rite?

*peace out*


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Thursday, July 21, 2005

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im happy!..for finally the wks of stressing for my tests is over today!..i was so freaking scared and stressed out on the first day of the wk which was my eltech paper..hahah..but then i now am as calmas the seas.......u tink???...erm... my math test paper was ok i guess.. haha.. i could do it but though there was some careless mistakes as per normal..haha..but then the paper i feared most turned out to be k actually..aha..and tt was my engmec paper..tt is the paper where im like freaked out cuz like i dono how to study for it!..but eventually it was ok!..haha..hmm..well, im not confident ill pass but i could do 4 out of 6 qns!..and im surprised!..haha..hmm.. mayb cuz i was expecting i could onli do 3 qns!..haha..hmm.. but then i guess fate decides!..for something i din reali studied for.. cuz i slpt at 9pm the day bfore the test!...hah..surprised!..but yeah...hmm.. its been almost a wk now since ive met up with my hanggies too!..haha..and one wk is a long time!.. i could use more holidays frm poly!.. and i can spend more time slping at hm or going out with them..haha..the last movie i watched was Fan 4!..and how long was tt?..but then i went to play pool today so im not so grumpy.. i went with 2 of my classmates..karthig and raj-man..haha..and we went to the pool place at the beauty centre at bukit timah?..haha.. its at the top level!..omg, i was kinda shocked to find tt the place had reali great pool table and cues and stuff!.. it all feels so new!..and its of the normal students rate!.. $3.80!..and tt is one of the cheapest rate i guess...haha.. pool alwaez make me feel happy... i feel tt pool is a reali relaxing game when it is played with my classmates.. but then if it was to be played with my gd frens like jamal and kumar... it is alwaez a competition to win!..haha..but its fun no doubt...even though it is frustrating when they team up to "kill" u and make u lose..haha.. im a sore loser!...hehe...NOT!...im ok lah...losing is just part of any games... u learn by losing.. u learn how to play better and stuff..i alwaez play pool with my hanggies!.. hmmm.. and it is a real experience if u noe wat i mean!.. go play pool with them!..u'll alwaez be bursting in laughters!..haha..

*peace out*
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Monday, July 18, 2005

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im totally screwed up today!.. i totally did alot of careless mistakes in the Eltech test paper just now!.. omg!.. i tink its all cuz of the "exam" atmosphere tink u noe.. when ur reali confident tt u can do it but then when u actually sitting for the paper.. u like totally forget everytink??!!..haha.. then i was sitting at the sports hall for the longest time ever!.. by the time i turned around, my whole class was gone!.. literally!..haha...they did it realy fast man!.. gd for them.. i was scared tt i might make mistakes in the paper.. and i tink tt the fear of mistakes backfired on me..haha.. checking out the answers as we usually do..found out tt i f***ing did many mistakes...aiyah.. watever it is.. wat is over is over as my frens alwaes say and tink of the future... tmr is math and just now i stayed back in skul till like reli late bout 5++.. all this cuz i needed to learn log from jamal, kumar and muthu.. i din take add math when i was in sec skul.. tts y.. so im having more of a tougher time than the rest of them... they don even need to study...haha.. but then i somehow am feeling reali happy this few days.. cuz this wk im reali spending alot of time with my frens..after 7 mths.. i tink im spending more time with ma long-time hanggies jamal and kumar..haha..we're meeting up like almost evryday but then for a reason..to study!..haha..this is the "bad" tink... we onli meet up when exams are coming or tests are coming.. cuz my frens(this particular ones) are study ppl...haha.. fun is their last name... while for the rest... fun is our middle name!..haha..today i was also supposed to meet my hanggies at starbucks-holland..but then i eventually din go.. 2 reasons...one- i needed to study fo tmr... i reali hope u guys understand.. cuz its math.. haha.. two- i din have enuff $$$ to go out.. i alredy ate at the skul.. haha.. hmm... well, my hanggies are wonderfully understandable ppl!..haha..they forgive and forget!...yana, zee.. im gonna make up for this one day and we're gonna go out and catcha movie or sometink k!.. ;)

*peace out*
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

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went out to study with my frens jamal and kumar today at the queenstown library.. a usual hangoutz place when we were still in qss.. but then now..it comes of less of a "meet up" place for us..anyways..today i had to study eltech cuz tmr is my eltech test!!.. and its sooo freaking scary.. its like my FIRST "major" test in poly!.. omg i cant believe its been alredy 8 wks since ive started tis journey in poly..haha..time does flies fast.. and im trying to enjoy every single second of it with my classmates.. bfore we get split!.. *sniff*..haha..they are reali nice ppl u noe!.. and they are reali fun!.. class is very mundane NEVER and quiet!..haha..and for a noise-contributor myself.. it is very comforting..hahaha...anyways, after going to the library we went over to tea garden(mac @ qss) to make use of the free wireless network..haha..to do the engmec work(which was still not finished!)..wat to do.. haha.. anyways, gd luck for all the papers we're gonna sit for ppl!.. all the best!.. haha..oh, and btw, do u guys realise tt friendster is getting REALI REALI F***ING SLOWWWWW....nowadays? its reali reali damn frustrating and irritating tt i cant seem to open any page in frenster witout refreshing it like hundreds of times!.. literally!....is there like sometink wrong with frenster or my com?!!.. i don tink it can be my com.... not possible... anyways, can someone pls go fix frenster?.. its been reali an inconvenient way of being in touch wit ur frens... which is THE MAIN purpose of frenster?... rite??...

*peace out*
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omg.. im not going to say much today... but then today have been quite stressing day.. haha.. went to follow my sisters go get a bdae present for my cuzzin just now.. then came hime and got sooo freaking stressed up.. got engmec to do.. engmec is one of my module in my course!.. and i tink it's one stupid course man!... i mean like we alredy have eltech(another course).. y have another tt is of the same nature.. i mean like both of them are like physics and math based subjects..and both the subjects arent the favourite of mine!..haha.. i mean like they require sooo much tinking!!..haha..anyways continuing... i tink my whole class is freaking stressed..haha.. so its not fair if i was the onli one who was complaining.. its all cuz of this engmec tink lah..everyone is like sooo worked up fearing they might not be able to complete..i reali pity them!.. and to everyone who is studying or stressing!!.. don wori tis is a long term "invesment".. putting our heart and soul now and enjoying life in luxury later......

*peace out*
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Friday, July 15, 2005

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today is one of days where u feel like sitting at hm and doing nothin!..

but unfortunately we are busy ppl... so, today i went back to skul..supposedly for "extra" eltech lesson..it is supposed to start at 3 but then i was like fucking late lol!.. i reached skul at 4!!..the eltech teacher onli taught me for like wat half an hour!..omfg!..y the hell do i choose to be late i dono!!..then luckily i was using concession pass...otherwise ill be wasting my freaking $$..anyways, onli 2 ppl frm my class came for the tink.. me and clement..clement was there for the longest time.. cuz he had alot to catch up with.. he had chicken pox last wK!. 2 wks bfore ct!.. wat a time to get sick uh..anyways, he's ok now.. so thnk god for him..haha..ok..tts not the onli tink i was supposed to do today.. my "hanggies" asked me to go watch fantastic 4, the movie with them today... i was sooo indecisive.. i was like "should i go or should i not go".. it took me quite sometime to decide tt i wont go...and i feel reali reali bad for not going!..nas would be there and ive not seen her in ages and i kinda miss her alot!.. the last time i saw her was during cikgu k's bro's wedding!!.. nas is just a reali nice fren to have next with the others like yana and syaz!.. they are such great company and they are fun man!..haha.. anyways, hmm, i din go cuz i just din have the mood to do anytink.. i was in the np library wanting to "study" but instead i was staring into blankness and accomplished nothing!.. on my way hm i went.. i was still feeling very bleahz even on the bus!.. haha.. but then my feeling of "bleahz-ness" disappeared after i saw a fucking lesbian couple at the bukit merah interchange!..they were frm a gal's skul frm the west!..haha.. anyways, i was observing them.. it seems tt the "guy" frm the couple was trying reali hard to "touch" "his" partners' boobs man!.. fuck sia...haha.. moreover in a freaking public place in uniform!..haha.."he" was "rubbing" "his" hand on her chest!..and she was flirting with him... eeww!..haha,... but then wat can i say.. this is just their way of life and we have to respect tt.. they are still humans u noe..hmph..then on my way hm.. i saw another couple... but this couple made me ask myself.... y can guys accept gals who are big-sized and all and see them on the inner beauty and not just the outer exterior..but then this situation can nv be the other way round!..y?..?..?..this shows tt guys do see onli true feelings and gals...aiyah.....this is the reality of life....wat goes around sometimes does not come around....ppl with looks stand to gain..and ppl like me.......onli experience pain.........tts y life's just a FUCKING charade!.....

*peace out*
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

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i tink today is one of those dayz where life just gets suckier..firstly..i wrote the hate list tink at tt lil corner for some purpose..i reali hate it when ppl cancel meetings or stuff at the very very LAST min!..it just makes my blood boil!..today reali made me tink twice wat frens are there for.. sometimes i reali qns tis reality of having frens..it is said tt frens are supposed to be there for u and make u feel happy and stuff...but then sometimes this statement is f***ing wrong!..anyways, today i ended up studying at mac instead of at skul..cuz somehow kumar changed his mind bout studying in skul and left me at the bus stop still knocking some sense into mysef after being on my way to skul supposedly meeting him..but in the end where does he wanna go??under his block to study..omg its frustrating!.. sometimes i don tink ppl reali tink wat trouble they are..anyways, while i was at the bukit merah interchange..there was tis DRUNK singh guy!..and i mean DRUNK!.. he was practically slping on the floor on the bus!!.. omg..then he got carried away by some driver who helped..then guess wat.. he went behind where the toilet is and dumped his stuff there and just slpt on the dirty floor!.. so, this is a gentle reminder of wat drinking can make u do!..foolish tinks tt can scar u for life!..continuing, since i wasnt going back to skul, i went to the mac at qsc.. i was all alone..and thoughts tt ran through my mine was tt wat a "GREAT" bunch of frens i hav..then tts when i decided to call irya!..and she agreed to meet me!.yay!..im ok as long i hav company..bout an hr later she turned up!..2nd straight day tt im meeting irya..haha..its always fun when i hav irya or any of my other normal "hanggies"..yana,zee&sometimes kumar and jamal..cuz i can totaly be myself!!..and the normal me is a rather vulgar me!.. haha.. but then i always hav fun being with them, like wat i had today.. fun.. and when irya's frens turned up.. at first i was skeptical cuz im not reali gd at makin frens on the first meeting.. but then they were rather frenly and it was ok..phew..anyways, we walked around the whole of qsc so many times i got LOST counting!.. looking for irya's lankyard,dogtags and stuff, and we oso met darryl and tiffany!!..my sec skul mates..however, we didn buy..no wories we can alwaez go next time..then i saw this reali f***ing nice shirt lol!.. it was totaly ME!.. wanted to buy lah.. but budget lah..haha.. and me n irya discovered this new new shop tt totaly sells CHEAP CHEAP shoes at low prices!!..omg..so tempting to touch!!haha..and there was this particular pair of brown shoes!.. those were totaly the bomb man!..niwaez, after walking for sooooo long... we went hm.. but then i had to do a lil shopping for my mom at fairprice..ahaha.. fun playing with the tavelator at bukit merah branch..haha..after tt parting is such sweet sorrow.. esp when it involves frens..haha..but watever it is.. i forgive u my frens.. cause i was thought to forgive and forget.. otherwise, i'd had made many many many enemies!!haha..trust me...

*peace out*
this is my avenue
Wednesday, July 13, 2005

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

hey tis is my very first blog entry!..omg..i cant believe tis...and all thnx to ma sista yana who helped me to create it..hehe..thnx gal.. anyways, today was rather a happy day cuz its the first time i met irya after SOOOO many mths!..hmm..she had just removed the stitches she got frm operation today and she looked like she had balls when she was walking.. haha..but it was so cute..michael j...anyways, i went to meet syaz and yana at the tea garden after going back to skul to "study"..but i was just tooo bz doing tis tink here...anyways, actually we (me and jamal) wanted to bk a room for tmr.. then mayb can study in private.. but wat the fuck all the rms were fully bk till 7!.. for a few days..fucked up.. it seems like we can nv get to bk a room there(np library)..it seems someone is constantly bking the f***ing rm there..but then i just told him to forget bout the rm and just study outside..anyways, i don care.. its rare tt jamal is staying back late for me or any other fren!..he's always rushing hm for wat i donno!..haha..and he actually left at 8 frm the tea garden today!!.. i was so surprised!..haha..oh, yeah jamal forgot to take the bk which kumar reminded him to take like a few hrs bfore he left..wat a forgetful bunch of frens i hav!..haha..hmm..today has been fun thnx peepz.. and esp yana for helping with tis tink here!!..hehe...

*peace out*