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muhd taufiq a.k.a t.fiQue
soon-to-be 20 & fresh graduate of Ngee Ann Polytechnic Diploma in ECE.
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

sometimes ireali wander..... do they reali care like they say they do?!... well, i certainly feel they don!.. im talking bout frenship and frens....do they reali last?.. like wat ppl alwaez say?...cuz i feel im alwaez the one putting in the freaking effort and they are doing nothing?!...i reali wonder... y am i sooo f***ing forgivefuL!..or am i just being stupid!..im not refering to u, (yana, zee) or the others...im talking bout my CLOSER buddies!..i hope u noe who u guys ar!.. im just quite frustrated nowadays.. wel, the promises made during the first few wks of skul i tink are just a tink of the past.. broken empty promises made in the thin air...firstly.. i just wanna say im FED-UP of being the one alwaez calling and f***king asking how u are doing!!!.. and asking and f***king invited u to go to movies, pool or watever f*** sh**!!...ok, u might say u do call me!... i agree!...but then u call me like wat?... once every fucking 2 wks or 3!...u might as well not call!..and when u call wat do u ask me?.. "u wanna play soccer"?!..wth?.. and me, being the stupid naive one, alwaez going whenever u ask meet up.. but then oso being the naive one, u rarely go out when i call u out...ok, yeah u may say we do meet up wat?.. yeah we do.. but ask urself this.. how many times do we meet up in a wk??.. i don consider accidentally meeting up in skul "meeting up" btw..how many?.. i tink its onli wat, once every 2 wks or more?!.. rite?.. cuz tell me if im wrong...i don tink tts fair to me.. i mean like, ok, i reali appreciate u helping me in my studies.. but then i reali don feel like we are as close frens as we used to be.. its like i kinda feel a lil awkward talking to u now..and to tink tt could ever happen!.. urghhh...its just nail biting man..ur real nice and everytink.. but i don tink ur doing nothing to keep our frenship man.. and for a person like me.. i treasure frenship alot!..and to noe tt im oso doing the most to "preserve" while u are doing nothing is reali driving me nuts man!.. worst.. nowadays, the other buddy oso rarely calls me...ok, NV!.. c'mon.. wat the fuck do u take me for?!...do i look like an idiot?!!.. ive told u guys many many many times!.... i don have a prob in losing a just another fren!... its just one less person to wori and care bout in my life..anyways, i can alwaez find a new fren.. he/she might not be my best fren or wat.. he/she might not call me or wat,..but then, wtf... u guys arent tt different either!..u can criticise me for my hair, for my actions for everytink!...u can say u don like my attitude, my lifestyle or wat not..i noe i might alwaez be the one finding fault with ye guys,,but then its all based on actual real life happening!...but then now, it'll just be a waste of ur time cuz I DON CARE no more!..u tink ur alwaez rite?.. well, now ur wrong!.. and stop being like a gangster for god's sake!.. wat?! do u tink it scares me?!... u tink ill pee in my pants seeing u act lidat!...rmb!.. ive known u for a loooong time!.. u tink i cant see thru the charade?...anyways, if u cant be bothered i cant either.. u better get somethin goin' or ill be the one goin' man!.. im sick and tired of being the idiot of the grp!..there's no fucking way ur gonna make a fool of me!.. don mess with me!... or tinks might just turn out MESSY!!!.....

*PISSED OUT*