hmm.. basically i didnt do anytink today.. was resting and slping the whole day..both my sisters went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory and btw which they said was nice.. well, of course they will say its nice.. they are "charlie and choco fact." fan... duh.. well, they went oso cuz my sis had one free tix and so onli one had to pay for it.. haha.. ok, anyways, today.. my mom cried....cuz she was reminiscing bout the times she had taking care of my late grandma.. and me trying to be strong and all.. tried hard to hold back my tears.. I HATE TO SEE MY MOM CRY!! well, cuz i love her alot.. and to see her cry breaks my heart into pieces..and makes me feel bad for being a son who can do nothing..and tt was y i studied reali hard for my o levels last yr... i reali didnt wanna disappoint her....cuz she has given me so much.. given so much to put me thru skul after skul..paid for me bills after bills..some mths my bills reach up to $190+.. for ur info, the ave amount to raise a full grown child is $1 million....mayb more or less...but then it is still alot of $$ to raise me alone... and wat about my sis and all..she's alwaez said..."i don expect much frm u.. but i wan u to do well in ur studies"...moreover, after realising tt i did badly for my mid-yr i studied more than i did for the past 3 yrs..haha.. stayed up late every nite to revise and made it thru prelims..wat a relieve..*phew*..then for o levels.. i onli studied slightly cuz most learnt during my prelims period..guess wat?..i did well for my standard..haha.. and the first person i told was my MOM!.. even though she din sound excited and all.. but then i noe tt she was jumping for joy for me inside..haha.. and tt was enuff for me, but i broke my hp screen on tt day cuz i sat on it..hehe..anyways,which on/daughter in the rite state of mind would feel guilty letting down their parents..she came hm today telling me tt her frens at work are like making fun of her and all... and i told her y the hell(not my exact choice of word) are they saying all tt.. then she was like sad and stuff.. and i felt reali pitiful for her.... im reali frustrated tt there are ppl who is out there to make fun of other ppl... i mean ill understand if they are young teens and all.. but then they are full grown adults.. and i feel like going there and KICKING their fucked up ass!..and don try me.. if u tink i wont do it.. i tink ur wrong..... for making my mom feel shameful and making her feel bad bout herself... cuz i tink she is the GREATEST mom i can ever ask for...she's the most caring person in the world.. very very patient esp, if u have children like me and my sisters who is like a handful!.... alwaez tinking and putting us bfore herself... im alwaez complaining im sick and all.. but then its been such a loong time since ive seen her sick or complaining she is.. she's just the strongest person ive ever met...i will alwaez love u, mom.....

i love u mom......

*peace out*
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