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Friday, September 30, 2005

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hey hey.. ok, there is a serious prob with my fucking blog page!.. i mean it man.. ok, watever it is.. as long as i can post an entry im a happy man.. u don wan a mad and angry taufiq.. and angry taufiq is a grumpy taufiq.. hahas.. anyway.. hmm... aiyah nothing up nowadays.. just tt im excited cuz next tues is my class chalet.. firstly.. ive nv been to a chalet bfore..secondly, im spending 2 nites with a bunch of ppl i barely noe no more than 6 mths..hahas... but im not woried at all.. cuz im rather comfortable being around them.. ahahs..and anyways, we're a great class..even though some of them is not coming.. hahas.. but wat the heck.. who carez..

hmm.. ive gotta say i tink im addicted to "One Tree Hill"!!.. hahas.. i noe i noe.. its been shown like a reali long time!.. and somewat basi (outdated).. but ive nv watched it last time..but now is diff!.. hahas.. im addicted to it!.. hahas.. ok where am i now episode wise.. hmm.. just now lucas and keith got into an accident.. and i tink lucas gonna die.. but then itll be shown on mon.. hahas..cant wait.. i tink the show is very popular with teens and my frens..hahas.. the gals. they drool upon seeing a half-naked chad michael murray.. hahas.. and the guys.. just envy his gd looks and in hopes tt they'll look like tt someday.. and yeah i said HOPES.. hahas.. not me, not anyone..or some might say.. hahas..while the gals drool on CMM the guys drool on sophia bush a.k.a brooke.. or and for ur info.. chad and sophia were dating and eventually got married.. but now they separated.. is tt sad or wat!?? lol.. well, u noe.. u get married in hollywood.. ur marriage is just as gd a those in the movies!.. short termed!.. hmm.. i reali tink the show is nice though.. hahas..

anyways im soo bored!.. i wanna work!.. anyone got job lobang?!.. pls?.. hahs.. contact me.. u noe where to find me!.. hahas... im rotting at hm!.. like literally!.. hahas.. no lal.. jk oni.. but i reali need a job.. so help me out here aight.. hahas.. thnx..

came across a poem wrote by my pri skul fren in his blog!.. it was reali reali nice and meaningful and sweet!.. hahas.. hmmm... i din even noe he had tis side to show.. hahas.. bleahz..but it was nice..

watched fear factor just now.. one of the contestant was a mom!.. gues wat was her children's name??!!.... THORR and ASIA!!!.. is tt cool or wat!!.. hahas.. well, isit just a fetish or isit just a fashion tink!.. to have "famous" iconic names!.. like michael jackson's daughter, paris.. and beckham's brooklyn and i forgot the other one!.. hahas.. nice.. can u imagine if u name ur children after a reali long counrty name or sometink.. like singapore.. haha.. can u imagine..

mom: singapore, can u go fetch some water!..

singapore: yesh mom!..

mom: thnx singapore!..

wierd!.. hahas.. if ur name was singapore.. ok, wat if ur name was papua new genuie or sometink.. hahas.. wat a hassle it would be to call.. mayb u should stick to the tom, dick and harry or the may, june and april tink.. u noe!.. hahas.. anyways, Thorr and Asia.. neat!..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Thursday, September 29, 2005

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hmm..ok. yester went out to meet syaz at the queenstown cc opp our old skul QSS.. cuz she wanted to do some kinda dance tink.. so then she called me.. so met her at bout 4+.. while i was waiting for her i met claire!.. hahas.. she looked diff witout her specs and i couldnt recognise her..ok i did but i wasnt sure whether it was her anot.. hahas.. hmm..aight then we went to a quiet corner to do the dance tink.. guess wat.. we took almost 2 hrs to do a 50 SECOND dance!... hmm.. well i guess its just like tt.. last time itll like take us almost a wk or 2 to come out with steps for a full length music.. so aint no surprise.. and the fact it.. it was harder yesterday.. cuz it been such a loOOOnng time since we did any dances wat-so-ever.. and we were acting like we just started to learn to dance.. hahas.. bleahz.. ok anyways it was a reali gd workout for me.. i haven been going out of my hse lately..nothing to do anyways.. no work, no job... sucks..k anyways, then we headed to mac to have dinner.. cuz i was starving.. as usual we behaved like small kids man.. esp swaz.. hahas..uh swaz.. u lal.. take erotic pics lal.. then talk dirrrtyy... and stuff.. u get wat i mean.. hahas.. hmm.. so we left.. then for ur info the mac near QSS there is located like near a forest.. and one of the exits, if u were to go by tt way.. seems like ur coming out frm survivor.. its reali filled with bamboo like plants or sometink.. then syaz started her thang..she started saying tt she can "sense" tinks if u noe wat i mean.. then she bloody hell totally fresked me out man!...cuz its cuz some distance the exit to the bus stop.. and the plants were growing everywhere..hahas..and its reali not the best of place to be at nite..so then she was like.. "taufiq i sense it, its like behind u, it following u"... and me being me.. i don reali like ghosts or the supernatural or wat.. got totally freaked out.. then she bailed out on me.. and ran up ahead.. and left me behind.. hmph!... tried to remain calm but inside i was praying like mad.. ahahs.. cuz of SOMEONE's sixth sense!.. lol... siao.. then she took her 105 bus and left and i left for hm..hahas..

ok.. today is THE DAY!!.. the premier of The Amazing Race: Family Edition!!!... omg!!... and i woke up late by 5 mins!!... fuck!!... im an ardent fan of the amazing race mind u and tis one is one of the best episode i predict.. ahash.. cuz family desicions or wat is harder than couples.. somehow like i jerked out of bed and on my tv.. went to the sink to wash my face.. and sat on the couch..not doing anytink keeping my eyes sticked to the tv... frm wat ive seen in the first episode.. my voting for the "Weaver Family" cuz they have the courage and they seems nice.. and the children are gd looking too.. ahahs.. they have got no dad.. dad died in accident.. so its pitiful to see how they overcome adversities...hahas.. hmm.. aight.. ok, i HATE the "Paolo Family" man.. the children suck big time.. go watch and ull noe wat i mean.. they children were like shouting and screaming and insulting their parents big time.. i mean if it was the asians parents i tink they'd been dead..one of the Paolo boys called their mom and idiot.. said my god, i wonder which planet u came frm!.. halo!.. tts is ur mom!?? doesnt tt ring any bells to y u should respect her??...ok watever it is.. the Linz Family.. strong but dumb..they have the brawns but not the brains i gues.. keep making the wrong desicions here and there.. resulting them to be 9th place on the first leg of the race.. doesnt make sense.. then the rest of the teams are ok la.. mistakes here and there.. but then the tense fumes wont go off just yet.. cuz its oni the first leg.. they haven even started going abroad yet.. hahas.. or, don tell me they're just gonna stay in the US alone for the whole series.. tt'll be darn rite boring.. hahas.. but i don tink so lal.. its Amazing Race.. aight tis time amazing race is THE show to watch on tv!.. hahas. soo glad s'pore bought the broadcast rights tink.. a reali gd decision.. also.. thnk u soo much to jerry bruckheimer!.. hahas.. for making it!.. tis show jsut the best.. no wonder it won 2 Emmy awards.. hahas..ok lah, stay tuned to the Amazing Race every weds 9am(live telecast) or 8pm and 10 pm.. hahas.. im promoting it.. hehe..i shant say no more so tt i wont spoil ur amazing time watching the Amazing Race.. im such a freak ar!.. hahas.. tata..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Monday, September 26, 2005

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hahas..well, today went to celebrate my cousin's bdae with my family and my uncle's and aunt's.. hahas..we went to the al-ameen restaurant at bukit timah.. its near my skul np.. ahhas... cuz my cuzzin made booking there.. its her fren's shop..so then first was the cake cutting.. as usual my cousin bout the swensen's ice cream cake.. its a faily favourite.. ahahas.. but this time round no incredibles or watever..normal ice cream cake.. my cousin is 15 for god's sakes.. everytime i go out with them or we have a gathering its very wierd.. as there are so many diff genres of music we listen to and the way we dress.. im towards ballads and R&B..while on the other hand, my cousins and my sis are punk and punk rock..hahas..and our dressing.. aiyah.. they are alwaez constantly in either black or red!.. no other colour.. seems like nv change lidat.. but then wat to do, they like it tt way..ahahas..okok.. back to the food..u noe how much a ate yesterday.. i ate almost the same amount today!..but i tink more lal!..ok.. there were like 15 ppl there.. and there were bout 16-17 dishes.. there were 3 diff fish dishes,prawns,squids,seashells(i dono wat they're called!),3 types of veges,eggs cooked diffly,3 diff big bowls of soup.. tomyam etc etc..those tinks ive not seen bfore oso there..hahas..wah, i ate until i felt like passing out!.. ahahas.. over exertion u might say.. wahah..but of a diff sort.. hahas.. just ate soo much.. dono the word for it.. hehe..

ok so after the wholesome meal, went to changi beach.. last mins decision..so we went to the beach in jeans and long sleeves!.. hahas..we were sitting somewher rather far away..then me, bdae boy and my cousin went to toilet..reach the toilet which was rather far away..then he parked near a huge grp of ppl.. at first we were tinking someone died or wat... then when we got out and walking to the toilet!.. we realised it was actually a gang.. i shant mention wat gang.. but then they were also celebrating.. i tink its their "leader's" bdae or sometink..then when we were walking to the toilet..the tattoo claded ppl were looking at us..then somemore, the way my cousin was walking.. walau... i was scared myself.. i mean.. there were like wat.. 25-30 or more of them!!..and there was 3 of us.. so i tried not to look at them.. aiyah.. not tt i scared.. but they're lidat..then u noe wat!!.. when i was in the toilet.. i thought my cousins were still inside.. but they alredy were in the car!.. then i was all alone.. wtf.. i was kinda scared to walk out.. they were like pirana's waiting to kill u.. sia.. aiyo.. then i hurried to the car.. i was like wth, i thought u guys were still in the toilet and i waited.. i don understand.. like, y must they have tis kinda tinks??... it doesnt make sense.. they are brave as a grp.. but not as an individual.. then when the law comes.. all flee..aiyah..lame tinks.. so we sat around and just chilled.. looking at the planes flying above our heads just barely missing us by meters.. hahas.. soo cool!!.. ive alwaez wanted to bcome a pilot.. my dreams...aiyah, but i guess im not smart enuff to bcome one.. i reali love to fly..chilled then my small cousin sudd said she wanted to go toilet.. then i said do not go.. cuz its damn far.. and there were unwanted company there... u noe.. but then no.. they just had to go.. then 3 small kids went.. my sis incld..they took soo long.. until bout to leave.. then my mom was soo woried!!.. i was rather irritated.. if i say don go, don go.. surely got reason.. so don act like smart alex.. aiyah, wat lah tis ppl... my cuz sent us hm and here i am now.. writing in.. no pics though..sori..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Saturday, September 24, 2005

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wah, tiring day today.. hmm.. went for a day trip to batam (i noe it's not the classiest of places).. but ive nv been there bfore..ok so i guess it was aight on the first impression as there were a few miscues here and there with the transactions of tix and stuff..and im the kinda person who doesnt like to wait!..so it was a bad start to a quite fruitful day.. i can tell u that batam is for a place for a shopaholic who wans to save a penny or 2.. cuz the prices of stuff there is like having the great s'pore sale on!.. and much cheaper..so then we were like jsut taking anytink and everytink off the shelves..and dumping it in the basket literally.. ok for those ppl who don noe.. there are a few shopping malls in batam which i tink i sometink or way better than those u can find in spore.. and at a fucking cheaper rate!..i got my hair cut with my cousin and got to dye my hair too.. at a saving cost.. which is gd.. ive got no cash.. i need a job (hints to the ppl out there!)!.. hahas.. oh and yana!.. now i noe wat u meant by u were almost seduced by the hair washer guy tink!.. ahaha..ok sori wrong word for me to use.. well, the guy gave me a head massage and i almost fell aslp..even though it wasnt a long one.. but it was reali nice.. and it relieved all my stressed tinks in my head..so now.. don expect much.. my hair is kinda short.. but as usual coloured.. hahas..

was brought around a few places there.. and at the final destination, one of the shopping malls.. we ate alot!!.. and i mean alot!!.. ate at pizza hut, esteler, A&W, and lunch was a 5 course main dish kinda tink!.. i almost died frm eating too much!..hahas..

ok on the way hm... i saw the worst tink in history of worst tinks!!.. i saw an old man.. like OLD man.. old enuff to be ur grandad kinda old.. and he was also leaving for spore.. but then at the departure tink... he was with an indonesian or batamist or sometink la.. a gal lah obviously.. then he kissed her.. u heard me rite.. KISSED her.. then the lady said in a seductive yet utterly disgustingly eerie voice... "come back soon bang(dear in malay)" hug* and kisses* follow suit.. hahas.. wat the hell!.. i mean.. y the hell tis kinda old ppl nothing better to do ar.. i tink they go permanent castration of tt.. for being soo gatal(flirty).. wat a useless old man.. not tinking of his family at hm.. halo!.. and the tink is wat makes him tink tt his"woman" will remain faithful to him when he is away.. batam isnt at ur doorstep u noe.. u nv noe wat goes on there with ur women..anyways, watver he wans to do is his problem la.. cant be bothered with tis kinda ppl.. whahaa.. lol..

anyways, had quite a fun day... very very full rite now..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Friday, September 23, 2005

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waoh..the US is reali getting it rite now...i mean like they are "receiving" a whole lot of natural disasters now.. is it just a "payback" tink?.. like for invading iraq?..well ok, who noes..anyways i reali pity the victims of the new orleans hurricane katrina hit-state.. its like i mean ppl die in tis kinda tinks and u cant help feeling sad and praying for them..and i noe the ppl of america was rather irritated with the government for its slow response to the hurricane victims.. and looking at the ppl begging to be helped.. asking for help.. fainting and all.. it reali makes u tink...arent we lucky to be in s'pore where natural disasters are as rare as snow in s'pore!.. and im reali lucky.. in a way, thnk god!..it be reali disastrous for me if i were to see s'porean begging to be helped if sometink lidat were to happened here..omg... cant imagine.. moreover now, in the wake of hurricane katrina's distruction on new orleans.. hurricane Rita is on its way to texas.. wat more can they ask for.. but now at least the bush admin is doing a fairly better job.. moving the countless ppl faster.. we'd all be praying tt all is well there.. even though Rita has taken its first victim.. a woman who died of heat exhaustion i tink.. also on the news just now said there was an earthquake measuring 4+ on the ricther in california u noe.. omg, more natural disasters!..sad, prayers go out to them..

ound kim w.'s blog yesterday.. u noe the one frm kid's central??.. wahaha..she is sooo cute!!.. hahas.. young but cute!!.. and soo good looking..hahas.. syaz, im NOT a phaedophile!.. whahaa.. mayb u are.. but not me!.. hehe.. lol..

anyways nothing much happened cuz ive not been goin out.. yana having her exams next wk!.. so she has to study!.. all the best yana!...love ye sista!...

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Monday, September 19, 2005

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yay!!!.. The Amazing Race won the Emmy's for the best reality tv!!!.. yay!!.. my fav tv show!!.. i wish Amazing Race all the best in the future!!.. may u make more shows!! ahaha..

went to meet syaz, yana and wan at orhard far east..but then i met wan at the bus stop near my house.. so better for me.. and even tt, we were late.. wahaha.. anyways went to eat at far east the cahaya restaurant (our fav hangout) and ordered the same tink i alweaz ordered!.. mushroom sauce chicken rice!.. wahaha.. and char kuey our usual side dish!.. wahaha... trust me!.. usual!.. hehe.. then we had a lil tiff.. or a disagreement.. over whether the mayonaise used had sugar and condensed milk added into it!.. we have tis kinda unusual tiffs.. ahahas.. then so to end it.. i asked the auntie.. and then syaz was rite.. they had added some tinks into it!.. hehe... bleahz.. so walked down the stairs of memory lane.. our usual tink after a meal.. went to basement 1 looking for our names t we enscripted on the graffiti wall.. but couldnt find it.. damn.. so we went to take neoprints!.. i tink its a real nice way to keep memories.. by taking pics and neos.. tts y i wanna take everytime we go out.. whaah.. ok then, decided to go to taka to walk around.. and then on the way (outside scotts hotel) i saw the sultan of johor's car.. and 2 military men.. so we were like woah he is here.. then on the way to tangs.. i saw him walking with 4 men.. 2 bodyguards and 2 army ones.. one carrying a briefcase, i tink he was carrying $$..hehe.. yeah.. tt is wat they usually do.. ok anyways, i looked at him (the sultan) and he looked back.. well, i was a lil scared.. he has a history after all.. anywaez, quite rare seeing a sultan on the streets so chance.. gd.. reached taka then we walked back to wisma cuz zee said they had ice blended sugar cane!.. yana is a sugar cane freak.so we walked back like idiots!.. hehe..then walked back towards heeren!!.. wahaha..me and yana were racing on the escalators!.. hehe.. its reali fun!.. go do it sometime!..wahah.. i tink its a new tink for us..hehe..

so on the way hm on the bus.. usually we take pics!.. wierd poses pics!.. but now ive found a better way of wasting time on the bus!!.. get syaz to play with my hair!.. wahaha.. i like ppl playing with my hair.. make me wanna slp lidat.. whaha.. fetish?.. i won call it so.. wahaha..just like a habit.. hehe.. i alweaz make my mom do it.. so i can slp faster.. hehe.. wierd huh!.. wahaha..ok then huggs and hi-5s were xchanged!.. and we all left!.. sad.. till the next time we meet i guess.. wahhaa.. ill post some pics fer ye ppl..

wat'ca lookin' at zee!..

wan being his normal self-emotional as ever! haha....

grp pic.. wat's with e tongue yana..wat u craving for??- chocolates?.. hehe..

all emotion-less..

me n an act cute zee!.. hehe..

*peace out*
human rights..

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

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wah!.. hehe..yay!.. now i got song in my blog!.. hahas.. hmm.. obviously Destiny's Child: Cater To You!.. hahas.... beyonce!!.. looked soooo hot in the mv!!.. ahhas...soooo bootylicious!!!.. wahaha... nothing much happened today!.. so no entry for today!.. enjoy my MV!!!.. but RMB beyonce's mineee!!.. ahahahs!!..just look!. hehe..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Friday, September 16, 2005

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went for friday prayers today.. its been such a looong time since ive been for friday prayers!.. wahah..ok anyways, i saw this 2 white brothers and a black(african-american) brother inside as ppl were walking towards , about to pray.. i was tinking to myself..wow, now i have seen for myself tt not onli malays or indians or chinese are muslims.. but there are other like races and it awed me.. i mean i noe tt muslims are not onli restricted to s'pore,malaysia, indon or saudi arabia.. but there are MORE there.. and tt is gd.. like aiyah u noe wat i mean..hehe.. okok.. enuff bout tt.. went hm and slpt cuz i was supposed to meet bernard at 4 for tennis..

ok so at bout 4 went to safra mt faber.. its near my place..so it was kinda convenient for me.. hehe.. anyways, reached there and bernard, meng chuan, shawn, wei yuan and brandon(bern's bro) was there.. hahas.. at first i was looking at them play.. bernard and his bro was like the william sistas!..wahaha.. they were both compatibly gd!.. and they played like effortlessly!.. hehe.. ok so it was my turn!.. its been rather long since i last played tennis cuz the module in skul ended.. tennis for me is a reali nice change frm all ive played..and the fact tt its a reali nice sport to play.. but u have to master it lah.. unlike me.. wahah..so, then i played like normal.. but then when it came to bernard teaching us.. i tink i was the hardest student bern can ever ask for!.. and i sori bern!!. ahahas.. for being difficult!.. whahas.. but then bern was rather patient.. i wouldnt be patient if i was teaching myself sometink!.. hehe..thnx bernard!.. for teaching..at least i learnt sometink!.. hehe.. i learnt sometink in ngee ann.. onli SOME tink!..wahaha.. at one point we were watching bernard and his bro brandon playing a match.. it was like watching tv.. wahaha..and they were reali gd!.. and his bro is like a lil bernard making big.. ahahs... and bernard is like coach carter..but a tennis coach.. hahas.. ok..yeah anyways, i had fun today.. thnx alot!.. mayb next time mayb can meet up for tennis again or watever.. rugby perhaps?whaha..

on the way out of the safra mt faber.. i saw the gal who was the ex president of my club in ngee ann,scc club.. she was having a gig there!.. she was singing!.. oh my god, wat guts!!.. salute man!.. she was with a few others tt i oso knew.. exchanged waives and left for hm.. aights..

*peace out*
shadows of a man..

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ok..be warned!...today's entry is gonna be a reali looong one!!. hehe..today's day started on a low note!.. with my being late to meet my hanggies.. supposedly at 5 but i overslpt and then the fucking bus took like almost 40 mins to reach my fucking bus stop and the damn bus driver drove like an old lady!.. slowww!!.. thus resulting me in being late reaching at 6..but then it is partly my fault too..so, i met yana and zee at GV P.S..as usual!.. its been soo long since ive seen yana and zee.. exams and all..ok, the first tink i did when i met yana was give her a hard smack on the back.. tts my way of saying love!..hehe.. and a big hug..we met bernard at GV as he was playing at the arcade there..bought the tix and then we went to have dinner.. at KFC..hehe.. i ate like reali fast.. cuz by the time i finished both my burgers, yana onli started to open hers!.. hehe.. well then, look at my size!..hehe.. well, tt doesnt give u any reason to mock me syaz!.hehe..jkjk.. its aight!..

so we watched THE LONGEST YARD!.. ok, here i go!..hmm.. for all the ppl who have not watched it yet!.. GO!!.. i tink its the best movie tt came out tis yr!!!.. THE BEST!!..the story..its a REALi HILARIOUSLY FUNNY movie tt is also heart warming and touching!.. wat more can u ask for!!..every single part of the movie is hilarious!! i laughed my ASS off!!.. i laughed till i teared and ppl in front thought i was crazy!.. hehe!!.. seriously, u can ask zee, yana and bern!.. ahahs..syaz reali loved the part where the gays were dancing!..hehe..laughed non stop!.. syaz!.. don be jealous of their bodies!..hehe...i can tell u tt this is a reali worth it movie to watch and i wont mind watching like a couple more times!..hehe.."i love little michael!" hehe..cooL!... and it seems tt the movie is like the real madrid soccer team!.. a star-studed line up!..with singer, rappers and wrestlers!.. hehe.. egs, nelly, members frm D12, goldberg, stone cold steve austin and many many more!..hehe..waoh... its like sooo cool!!..apart frm being HILARIOUSLY funny!.. its also a reali heart warming and touching story bout frenship and the human heart and spirit!!.. the spirit to preservere and to go thru hell for ur rights and freedom!..the whole story basically is bout the power of frenship and wat it can make ppl do!..also, tt how frens are like family when ur alone..in one part adam sandler was willing to sacrifice 25 yrs of more prison term than backing out on his frens at the very last min!..and tt part reali made me tink bout my frens!!..and tt movie reali showed wat frens are for!.. cuz adam didn had any frens onli untild he went to serve his term in Allenville (the name of the prison)..ok just for the reacord.. i wont say anymore cuz later i might spoil it for some of u ppl out there!.. ehehe..ok!..SET!.. all in all ill give THE LONGEST YARD; 5 out of 5 stars!.. hehe.. go watch and ull noe wat i mean!..ull certainly laugh ur skinny ass off!.. hahahs!!..

ok after the movie, we went to WALK!!.. as usual... the casual walk to far east!...tinking tt we will be going to take neoprints at far east basement 1!..hahas!.. except tt today we cut short our route!..so we ended up at Heeren instead and we took pics there!.. and as usual being the oddly crazy ppl we are!.. me zee and yana were playing RollerJam on the escalator!!.. hahas!.. ok reached the neoprint tink and guess who i saw!..i saw i*z*ti frm my sec skul last time!.. OMG!.. she reali looked like erm sori.. like a bloody wh***!.. wow!.. her skirt!!... SUPER DUPER EXTREME MINI!.. if u tink uve seen mini!..u haven seen nothin yet!.. oh my, then she had red eye brows!.. who in the world would have red brows!!..then she had like 2 piercings below her lips!.. omg, she looked like she was performing for hungry ghost!.. well, mayb not performing!. but attending it instead?!.. totally horrid!.. eeww.. isnt she skuling no more??!anyways, i cant be bothered!..so we took some shot at the neoprints shop..the normal crazy poses tt we're famous for!.. hehe..and the neoprints wasnt the onli pic we took today!.. my hp had some, zee's camera had loads!..hahas..bernard said tt when he came there the last time.. the album was loaded with jia wei's and ya yu's faces!.. hehe.. u noe who im talking bout!.. hahas..

on the way home!.. we took more explicit and hmm "wierd" pics and poses!.. hehehehe... so wierd i wander y we even took it huh syaz and yana?.. u noe?!... hehe.. we alweaz take pics.. anytime anywhere!.. its like a "family" traditioN!..hehe.. we're like family u see!..frens are like family tt brightens up ur day!..and zee yana and bernard are like my family!.. hehe!..every parting for us is such sweet sorrow!... hugs are exchanged misses and love shown!.. hehe... till we meet we carry the hugs thru the time.. hehe.. thnx for the day u guys!.. today was the best day ive had since i started skul!!.. hehe!.. love!..i don tink i can upload the pics.. its too big.. wait. i upload frm my hp..

me, zee and yana!.. soo dark and gloomy!. cuz i forgot to on the flash!!.. ahahs.

zee and bernard.. nerds...hehe..jkjk..

me and zee.. ok, i got on the flash.. c'mon lah hp cam lei.. how clear u wan?!

anyways, today has been a REALI splendidly great day for me !! its reali nice meeting up with ye guys!.. hehe.. mayb syaz, we'll meet up again bfore u go cambodia k!!.. hehe.. don wori!!..till then peepz..

*peace out*
love* u guys

this is my avenue

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

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its reali amazing wat one tv show can do to ur imagination and differ ur tinking.. hmm.. wat im talking about is the charmed ones.. one of my all time fav show on tv.. and today i watched the 150th episode of the magically wonderful charmed series.. hehe..my fav character in Charmed was Prue!.. cuz im facinated by all tinks not natural like magic and stuff.. and Prue's "power" ws tt she is able to move tinks!.. how cool is tt!!!???!.. hahas.. but piper is also cool.. she can stop time!.. now wat will i do with tt power??!.. hmm... (*cheeky*) anyways ive been watching since the "Prue" character existed until she "died" and now until the episodes tt "paige' plays as the 3rd sister..hmm.. i noe tt mayb alot of guys don reali watch it..but then i don understand y.. im the kinda person who likes to be amazed.. who likes magic and stuff lidat u noe.. and charmed has reali opened my eyes.. hehe.. thru the world of witchcraft and wizardry.. its just the feeling of awe and amazement tt has had me glued to the tv watching charmed for the past yrs..hahahs.. its tis kinda tv shows tt make u feel happy tt someone actually created the tv u noe!..

this is a pic of the old Charmed series..
Phoebe, Prue(center) and Piper..

new series pic
Phoebe, Paige and Piper..

isnt tis pic just beautiful!.. oh my...

tis is the house tt the Charmed Ones stayed thruout the series..hehe..

another show tt makes me feel like tis is The Amazing Race!!.. hehe.. my most favourite bestest best show in the world!.. heheh.. cuz i tink im the kinda person who likes to see real life situation made into the best of the person's abilities.. i noe u might not understand.. sometimes i don either.. hehe.. anyways, every episode of The Amazing Race is different frm the other!.. cuz its as real as it can get.. and watever happening in one episode can nv be the same as the other.. the Amazing Race is a show tt show u the height tt the humanly possible patience can reach.. cuz at every turn and every rd there is a challenge.. not onli physically but mentally.. and i tink naturally ppl are more drawn to tis kinda shows than those typical normal boring soap dramas..hehe.. hmm..
anyways, i met up with jamal today to play pool..though we played only like wat?.. hmm.. 45 mins?.. hehe.. cuz we din have enuff $$ to play longer.. then we spent the time sitting at the coffeeshop talking stuff.. crappy stuff.. normally..hehe.. and chilled.. going to meet up with yana tmr!.. finally!.. after sooooo long!.. catching a movie!..yay!!...

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

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hmm.. its onli the first day of the holidays.. i was still in skul yesterday.. even though for exams tt suck!.. but then now is alredy the holidays.. and u noe im alredy feeling lonely, and sadded??... i don noe y.. and i woke up reali early like 7 am early tinking and hoping tt ive got skul and another day to meet my frens and have days after days of laughter... but i was disappointed.. cuz realised tt the onli tink im gonna do today is go online.. talk to myself, sleep, eat, SLLAAACCKK, sleep(have i said it?), and basically rot in bed!.. on the first day of skul everytink was diff!.. it wasnt like tis with my class..the first day my class was literally split into 2-the ppl who went for the FOC camp and those who din..n we onli hanged with the ppl we were most comfortable with.. first day clement, amri, karthig,ismael was like the F4s of the class.. almost alwaez together and laughing and all..then the gals clicked on the first day and bcame the best of buddies to each other.. until now is the same tink.. i, on the other hand was rather quite on the first day.. and the onli person i reali talked to was siqi!.. wahaha.. i din reali talk to anyone else.. cuz i was rather "shy"??... i dono.. but anyways, i eventually got ok and bcame more comfortable with tis class.. its like being in one of my classes in sec skul.. wahaa.. then the other grp onli hanged with themselves cuz the din come for the FOC and thus not noeing us and our names.. then on the second and third day we were still like, "wat is ur name again?''.. the other grp- shah,raj, eugene,siong yong,wei lung and soon keng.. oh yeah, it took me more than a wk to master siong yong's name!.. cuz it was rather tricky a name i tink.. whahaah...ok, so, they hanged together and we hanged together.. it was onli until a couple of wks later tt we bcame 1A2!!.. when we started talking to everyone and everyone noes everyone else!.. it was chaos!.. its like wei lung have not been hearing his real name ever since!.. cuz we would be calling him "mang-kong", "lung", "lung-man", "monki" and everytink u can imagine!.. wahaha.. and after like a mth or two.. my class bcame not onli a class.. we bcame superheroes!!.. i mean like with names and we are called like tt!!. can u imagine tt!?? wahaha.. ill tell u the names.. hush hush..

ray-man
clay-man
lung-man
iron fist
iron legs
cunning
mysterio
teh-amah
pork lady
pinkiny
nameless-one
flubber(not me!)
lung-mosine driver
the strategist
aung bak
and jOkeR (tts me!)

the rest of the names have not been thought of yet la..
k, ill post some pics of my class..

clay-man, cassian and raj-man.. wat u looking at??..

the 3 faggots!.. waaha.. no lah.. i tink they are slping??.. hmm.. but in such a predigament..

cunning, the nameless-one, and iron legs..

jOkeR and sHy... taken in class..seen behind, soon keng..

lung-man(in blue)..evelynn and KK(cats class)

so, as u can see.. this ppl are wanted by the police for conspiring with Teh VonDoom to destroy earth!.. so, look out for them at Ngee Ann poly!..

*peace out*
wanted to post more pics but i cannot upload.. dotzz..
we will alwaez remain 1A2 in our hearts!!.. we rock np!..

this is my avenue

Monday, September 12, 2005

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as usual today was a sucky day.. cuz its exam day, esp engmec!.. i came to skul today taking a fucking cab cuz i if i din id be late for skul and all!!...then i had to buy gel for my hair..and food and stuff.. wat a sepnding day..also today was the day!!... the day for the ENGMEC exam!!.. omg.. the deciding day!.. and noe wat??!... everyone said it was a hard paper!!... even wei lung and minkh nyat!... omg!.. and they are like the smart ones in class!!..and they complained it was hard!.. whahaa.. and they stayed thruout the whole time 2 hrs!!.. they usually leave after 45 mins!..i, as usual stayed!.. but did nothing!!.. i onli did some free-body diagrams drawings and didn even solve for anytinK!.. frm the faces of the thousands in the exam hall.. i can tell it is SUCH A DEGRADING MODULE!!!.. everyone was SOOOO sad and disappointed and saying tt we'll meet again in the next semester taking the same fucking module!!... i heard tis line frm almost everyone!.. and everyone else said they not gonna make it!!... shit!.. if they cant! wat more me??!!ok, anyways, after the whole damn experience sitting in the almost freezing condition!.. it was reali hard to concentrate.. i was tinking to keep my body warm and drawing some stuff!.. and at the end of it.. mr wong(my engmec teacher) came into the exam hall all smiling and grinning!.. wat the fuck!.. hello!.. ur the teacher tt teaches us nothing!.. and we understand zero!!.. and u come in smiling.. tinking uve done ur job?! wtf!... ok, ur a nice person no doubt!.. but u cant teach man!..u cant teach!.. while on the way down, i kept telling wei lung.. "well, i guess next semester there will onli be 4 ppl in class ar.. amri, nyat, siqi and u hor..cuz the rest i tink after hearing them saying they cant make it and all.. giving me doubts whether we will remain class next sem"... ok then when we were outside the convention centre.. almost my whole class like just hanged at the driveway!.. talking bout the paper.. and talking bout wat to do in tis coming holiday!!our class chalet and all!..and discussing where to go after tt.. cuz we had wanted to drown our sorrows on pool, movie watever!!!..so, me, siyan, karthig, nyat, JB, JY went to play pool at the normal place.. ok, we played i tink for bout 3+ hrs.. cuz total was $12++.. im kinda closer to tis few ppl.. cuz they are reali nice!...siyan is like the most generous person ive met!.. its like she doesnt mind spending for her frens!.. she paid like alot compared to us!..we went to catch a movie after pool.. at west mall.. hmm.. Herbie: FullyLoaded.. then its like karthig didn have $$.. so, she opted to treat him.. then when we went to play arcade while waiting for the movie.. she paid for us a few rounds of datona!.. she's like super nice!!...then she bought nachos and drinks for the movie.. but the ppl who ate more than her was us( me, karthig and JY)!! wahaha... but she doesnt mind at all!.. then the others are like reali nice.. like anytink goes kinda tinks.. u noe wat i mean.. ok, so, i tink going out with them today was such a great way of taking my thoughts away!!.. every single thoughts!.. esp with my engmec fuck!.. how u might say??.. by laughing it all out!.. laughter is the best medicine!..and i did have a gd laugh today.. and we kept meeting wei lung here and there.. wahaa.. cuz he was with his frens.. hmm ill post some pics.. not much.. cuz i din take alot..hp no batt lah.. anyways, hmm.. i reali hope we can take more pics on the chalet!!.. cuz im reali gonna miss this class if we were to separate even bfore next yr!!.. it would totally be sucky!!!.. my class the best!!.. hehe... gonna miss them no doubt.. if we were to separate.. things will nv be the same again!.. *sniff*

*abish* siyan wanna punch me!!

me and the smart one-nyat..(y the cheeky smile taufiq??)

the pinkinies!.. JB and siyan!..

siyan, don pat him.. he's not ur son!.. wahaha.. JY and siyan..y the long hair JY??!..

as we go on..
we remember..
all the times we..
had together..
and as our lives change..
somewat better..
we will still be..
frens forever...(graduation-vitamin C)

*peace out*
dedicated to all my classmates for all the yrs ive been taking in knowledge!..

this is my avenue

Sunday, September 11, 2005

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watching men in black:2.. nice show!.. huahua..hmm.. also, studying for my engmec tmr!.. sucky!.. i dono how to study for it oso!... bleahz.. its not reali sometink i wanna study for!.. anyways, my fren is back frm holidaying in australia.. but i don tink i wanna disturb her just yet.. cuz i tink she most probably is tired and all.. anyways.. once tmr is over.. IM FREE!!!.. huahua.. no more studying for another 1 mth and a half.. ehehe!.. but i wanna look for a job!.. so gimme one if u got one!..i don get it.. how come ppl see me diff frm other ppl.. sometimes i reali feel very outkast frm society man.. just cuz im big?? it doesnt make sense.. its like when i sit in the bus.. ppl hardly wanna sit next to me...wat?? it sometimes reali make feel bad for myself.. being big and all.. and the feeling suck k!.. but anyways.. as i said tinks happen and the world isnt alwaez fair to anyone.. one person can get the best in life while another gets all the bad tinks.. and i tink im just one person who got the bad tinks...however bad life gets.. at least i have my frens to depend on!.. love them loads!..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Saturday, September 10, 2005

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waoh!!... after wks of anticipation and stress-ness.. finally math-Eg1 and Eltech is over and done with!... yeah, i guess its soo bad.. but now.. the deciding module is upon us!.. engmec!!.. omg.. i reali dono lah.. aiyah.. anyways, im rather happy with my eltech..even thought i was almost reali late!... the exam starts at 9.. then today.. somehow i woke up late!.. and late late i mean!.. like 830am late!..waoh.. i was sooo scared ill miss the paper.. cuz ive been studying for eltech and itll be a waste if i cant take the paper.. so i rush.. sickening!.. this was wat happened for my geog o levels!.. i was reali late.. and when im rush, i get over-excited!.. and when i get over-excited, i forget tinks!.. but luckily i did wat mr gary tan alwaez reminds us to do.. when ur late.. don immediately attempt the paper.. write ur name and calm down first.. and i did just tt.. i i guess in a way it worked.. i managed to do the paper...slow and steady.. haahas..yeah..oh yeah, u noe wat's the best part!.. i knew long ago and my lecturer alwaez reminded me tt there is a formulae sheet at the back of the paper.. but guess wat?.. due to my rushing and negligence!.. i forgot bout it.. and when i looked thru the paper.. i onli saw the qns but not tt page.. and i got some "units'' wrong.. well, i hope they're forgiving and they will onli minus marks frm there.. and not the whole tink.. whaha.. oh yeah, and i tink ive been pretty lucky...hehe.. yesterday, math paper, i sat next to the "white angel"!.. hehe.. waoaahhhh.... sooo mesmorising!..hehe.. every guy in my class is "addicted" to her.. yeah, and then today.. cuz she ended late, and me as usual, trying to be extra careful and stuff just in case, so i was the last few.. then when i realised tt i din see the formulae sheet.. the "white angel" laughed.. and wat a beautiful laugh!.. hehe!.. bleahz.. i don mind her laughing at me anytime!!... but don tink tt includes u too!.. hehe.. usually im angry when ppl laugh at me.. hehe.. but i wasnt tis time.. in fact i was glad im a damn jOkeR!...hehe..im reali glad tt ngee ann poly put me in this class.. not onli cuz it is next to the "white angel" but also cuz of the best classmates i have now!.. hehe.. love to the ppl!..

*peace out*
after next wk's engmec exams.. it's celebration time!!.. ill be freee!... soo call me ppl!.. unless if i get a job!.. hehe.. i reali want a job!.. employ me!..

this is my avenue

Friday, September 09, 2005

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ok.. i tink there is sometink wrong with me now.. cuz y??!! tmr is my math exams and im still going into my blog to post an entry?!! is tt necessary!!.. wah... the exams are like sometink u reali don wana go thru!!.. esp in poly!.. even though it is mid-yr exams and all.. but then u still cant fail it otherwise ull have to repeat another 6 mths just to make sure u pass tt module bfore u move on! in sec skul, even if u fail the mid-yr exams, the oni tink tt will happen is tt the teacher will start nagging for u to start studying and by the time u reach ur final yr u will be ok.. so u don reali have to wori much bout it.. wahaha... bleahz.. but for poly u have to wori alot.. ok!.. hmm..
okok.. enuff bout studies..this wk is the hols or vacation or study break as u ppl call it..well, i don tink it is of any break..ive been going to skul almost everyday tis wk... cuz im reali not sure bout my engmec.. tts y.. and im relai scared.. but i wanna study.. but it seems no one is willing or free? to help me..then the mon and tue were rather unproductive for me.. as nothing learned and thus nothing gained.. also nowadays ar.. ive been kinda lazy to charge my hp.. i dono y.. mayb i just cant be bothered.. so, then sometimes i bring to skul an empty batt hp for wat reason god noes!..
well, the fren ive been talking to on msn.. alot!.. is going on a holiday to australia...today!.. until sunday!.. ;( aaawww!!.. tt means tt i will be lonely on msn not talking to anyone!.. hey, wait!.. taufiq!.. U SHOULD BE STUDYING, NOT CHATTING!..well, i noe.. but then..... its like chatting while studying?.. anyways, she is a lil "crazy" and alwaez make me laugh.. can help me relieve my stress.. huahua..talk to anyone else?.. they will be bz with their work and all.. tts y i don wanna bother..
jamal ur supposed to teach me math!.. but u everytime come skul watch movie lah. play game lah!.. wahaha... i noe u confirmed can pass!.. but tink of me!.. wahaha.. im less smart then u!. i shant say stupid!.. hehe... bleahz.. cuz im not... just tt i din take add math.. and tt proved to be a prob in poly!.. so ppl out there u noe wat to do for urself!.. go take add math!!.. it reali helps being on track.. and not have to start frm scratch!.. its reali tough otherwise..
ok ppl..forgive me for all my wrong doings.. if ive hurt u in any ways.. ive not done my part as anytink u hope frm me.. and all..

*peace out*
rather pleasant except tt im not STUDYING!!

this is my avenue

Sunday, September 04, 2005

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oh my god... i tink im sooo screwed.. i tried to do some engmec qns BUT I CANT DO ANY!!!.. shit... and ive got one wk to restudy 5 chapters!!!.... i hate engmec!!!... i hate engmec!!!.... help me.. someone help... i tink i reali reali need help in tis mathafucking god-damnit module!!!.... fuck the module!!.... i hate tis man.. i tink i can study for the other modules and might stand a chance passing.. but im reli not sure bout tis one!!... damn it!!

*fucking pissed!*
muggin my engmec now!!... i got NO idea watsoever how to do!!... screwed life!...

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things have changed now... after an incident that happened the other day.. but now im rather happy that im tryin to forget everytink.. her, and all...and now im much happier being me!.. hahas... bw, for u info.. ive been talking to this particular fren of mine on msn!.. alot k... i mean like almost 10 hrs a day kinda tinks.. hahas... and its been quite long since the first day we talked..haha.. i tink i enjoy talking to "my fren" more than her.. hahas... my fren is more fun to talk to i guess.. hahas.. anyways, hmm... zee wanted for us(me, her and yana) to meet up cuz it reali has been damn long since we last met up.. tts y.. and i agree!.. mayb someday next wk or sometink!.. and a personal note to yana: im reali sori ive been a reali bad fren.. ive not been in contact with u at all nowadays.. at least i still see zee in skul.. but i don see u at all now.... and im reali reali sori bout it.. i noe how we used to say we'd alwaez be in contact with each other.. but now we're not doing tt.. but don wori k.. even though i don sms u or watever.. i still tink of u my sista!!.. hahas.. and cuz of tt we reali miss u man... to all my frens.. if if not been in contact with any of u.. im sori for not doing tt.. hahas... and i rmb u guys.. alwaez... thnk u...

*peace out*
keep smiling
keep shining
noeing u can alwaez count on me
for sure
tts wat frens are for...