WOAHHH... ITS BEEN LITERALLY FOREVER!!!..since ive posted a new post in tis blog.. hmm.. well, im just lazy i tink.. hahas.. or mayb i just cant be bothered with tis blog fad over the past few mths or yr.. its like tapered pants.. or bell bottoms.. it happens over a short period of time and when it happens everyone has it or does it.. then it slowly fades into time.. so, i dono..well, honestly, tell me.. who in the whole freaking world.. writes in to their blog RELIGIOUSLY everyday?.. hmm can u honestly tell me u do... well, i noe no one does.. cuz its not sometink like u will do everday like prolly slping or sometink.. its sometink u can choose to do or not..also, ppl don alwaez have the time to go into ur blog and read ur long long entries.. hahas.. so u get wat i mean.. hahas..

anyways, ALLLOOOOTTTT of tinks have been going on and have happened since the last time i entered tis blog..hmm.. i dono where to start even.. i don even tink i can rmb wat.. anyways let's just "summarize" evrtytink and hopefully all is well.. wahaha..

hmm, went back to skul on the 1st of Nov... was rather glad in fact!!.. sitting at hm was reali killing me softly.. hahas.. and going back to see my classmates and laughing reali cheers me up everytime.. hahas..

continuing, my family didnt reali go out on Hari Raya.. cuz my dad was sick.. and i was feeling like i was gonna be sick.. tt awful feeling.. anyways dad is ok now.. but im still coughing away.. hahas... not nice at all the feeling.. hahas.. eaten medicine after medicine.. hahas.. but now not so bad.. at first the fever tink was rather an irritance.. hahas.. didnt reali enjoy the Hari Raya 2005.. cuz we had no purpose of visiting.. oklah, wat i meant is tt hmm, usually on hari raya first day.. its a norm or a must to visit the older generation folks.. meaning my grandmas (both my grandfather passed away when i was little)... seeing them on the happy day was reali uplifting.. they smiling at me and saying how nice we looked with the whole family wearing the same colour and all.. it reali made us wan to dress up and go visiting and go have a joyous occasion.. but then since both of them have gone.. its like there is no festive mood in the hse.. like ok, i didnt even buy baju kurung mind u.. i oni bought like some pant-less baju kurung.. and its diff colour as my family.. my dad oso.. but then like who cares.. there is no one who we wan to show it to.. its reali sad.. i reali miss them alot esp my grandma on my dad's side.. when she passed away.. i was soo sad for the loss that i cried in my slp almost everynite.. reali..hahas.. but then now.. i noe tt everytink lies in god's hands..

also..ive been talking to her almost everday for the past hmm.. i tink 2 or 3 mths plus.. hahas.. and its like.. the more i talk to her.. hee.. the more i like her.. she's diff.. i mean.. like diff la.. but then i dono if i should or not.. i mean.. we're quite diff.. but then doesnt the saying goes tt "love is blind"?... let's just hope love is reali blind tis time round.. cuz hmm.. she is reali nice..i mean i just enjoy talkin to her.. hahas.. like hmm.. i talk to her everyday.. ive seen her oni once or twice... but then its like there i a topic for us to talk alwaez.. without fail.. hahas.. and moreover.. i talk to her for like 5-6 or more hrs... sometimes like almost 10 plus hrs.. hahas..but then alweaz got topic to talk bout.. hahas.. im not sure wat is happening with her and her significant other.. but then i hope tt they're over and done with.. wahhaa.. im not evil.. im just hopeful.. wahaha.. i tink she kinda noes tt i ahem her.. but then i keep denying it.. wahaha.. stupid stupid me.. and u noe sometink?.. there was one nite.. i dreamt of her... i reali dreamt of her.. hahas.. i was supposed to wake up at 7 but then i went back to slp cuz i didnt wanna stop dreaming.. hahas.. tts the reason behind my msn personal nick.. hehe..and after i went back to slp.. i woke up at bout 12 or 1.. waking up with her still on my mind.. my god.. dono la. addicted to her?.. u can say so.. hahas.. i guess.. but im still obliviant.. im trying to find an answer.. hahas.. anyways, ;P =))

most recently.. hmm.. my mom is like a lil sick.. i mean sickness sick.. cuz like her neck got sometink.. then like quite pain.. then the other day she shed some tears.. i felt reali reali sad.. seeing her cry.. as a son i felt so useles.. when i was sick a lil even a slight fever or wat..i went to the doc.. she would force me to the doc.. but then tis one.. she didnt wanna go .. she refused.. and it reali saddens me to see tt.. but then now after some old traditional home made medication she is feeling better.. alhamdullilah.. i thnk god!!.. for tt.. i hope it can completely heal or go away watever tt tink is..

hmm.. okla, i shall end here.. but then ill try to update more often .. but then i cant say.. cuz laziness sets in when i go into tis page.. hahas.. till then.. take care my readers.. hahas.. love u guys.. hahas..

*peace out*
+still dreaming of u+