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muhd taufiq a.k.a t.fiQue
soon-to-be 20 & fresh graduate of Ngee Ann Polytechnic Diploma in ECE.
Love being around people.
Love socializing.
Definitely love my friends and family.
music is my escape from the world.
my interest are in cars, egyptology and big cats.

i hate two-faced mofos.

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

well, im bored and no one is talking to me.. so im writing in.. hmm, i kinda just came back from the airport.. went to send my sis and my uncle and cousins.. they going to australia mah.. hahahas.. actually i didnt wanna go.. i tink id rather chat with her.. but then like my sis forgot sometink.. then she NEEDED it... so i HAD to send.. then like might as well i just go rite.. hahas.. so then like we went to the airport lal.. hmm, on the way to the airport we like take pics and stuff lal.. cus ar.. i see other people's frenster all got their pictures with their cousins and stuff.. then like i don even have one lal.. i mean even if got is like one or two of them.. hahas.. so we took..

then like met my rents at the airport with my uncle and aunt.. we went to eat at this fast food restaurant, Pop***, im not like suppose to mention it lal.. heeheh.. cousins word unite.. ok, anyways their food was quite nice lal.. like kfc but abit nicer.. they have hmm, one of the wierdest yet delicious mash potatoes ive ever had! hahas.. and their coeslaw was nice.. hmm, sweetness of vegetables... hahahas.. and the chicken was reali nice.. wahahahas... we ate like we've not eat for ages man.. i mean they hav a long flight ahead... 7 hrs..then like so we ate like gluttons.. wahahas.. i was hungry.. kinda!.. wahahas.. lol.. ok, so then, we went down to meet with the rest of them.. hahas.. lol.. then like we took more pics lal.. they're like my closest cousins lal.. compared to the other cousins i have.. hahas.. ok, so then we took ALOT of pics.. hopefully when they get back i will upload.. (my sis took the camera with her).. k then, we said our farewells and a lovely take care of urself.. then we left.. we walked around for a while looking for their plane or so we thought.. hmm, they kinda took tiger airways.. its better lal, i mean cheaper.. cus oso more people going, cheaper better mah.. can spend more there.. wahahahas.. rite.. i also reminded my sis to buy me billabong wallets lol!.. my rents change for her A$ 500 lei.. quite alot.. but i tink for me not enuff oso.. hehehe.. lol, so i asked her buy me 2!!.. wallets... if not one wallet one bag.. billabong.. then also landyards lol.. so gd lal.. so lucky.. i haven gotten the chance to go to australia yet.. only been to saudi arabia.. hahas.. lol.. i miss taking the plane.. hehe... for ur info, i kept reminding my sis, cus she got the tendency to take the info in one ear and out the other!!.. so i had to remind remind remind!!.. hope her little mind can rememeber the reminder!!!.. ahahahas!.. k so, hmm, abg mie brought us home in my uncle's car.. stopped by al-ameen to have dinner... once again... i was reali very full actually, but i was fuckin thirsty lol.. but god noes how the hell i could stuff myself with one cheese and mushroom prata!!.. lol.. -_-"'

after a hearty dinner.. went home.. now online writing this lol.. she not online so cannot talk.. very sian lal if don talk to her.. cus like she the oni person i can talk to for a long period of time.. other people talk abit dono wad to say liao.. hais.. klal.. anyways i tink ill end here.. nite nite..

[[ u'll never know how much u miss and love the person only until they are gone... so treasure the ones u love... and take every opportunity to say to her that u love her.. ]]

*peace out*
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

hey... just came back to write.. i just dono y lal.. but then nowadays ive been wanting to express my feelings online or in a bk or sometink at least.. okok... so anyways, today started on a wrong foot.. i took the massage wrongly and went offline on her... lol.. i feel bad.. so so bad... hahahs.. then i kinda just came home at 1245 just now.. so i wasnt online bfore that!...

so anyways, we were supposed to meet up today to go bowling.. so hmm, we met at bout 4 at boon lay mrt.. that's quite far from jy's place which is at sengkang... but then siyan came lal... then so we all went to jurong somewhere there lal.. i oso not sure where..i don stay in jurong.. went to look for them.. saw many many.. many many MATs and MINAHs lol!.. ok so then after we headed for some superbowl centre.. then like we played 2 rounds... not tt ex lal.. compared to other places..like $4.20 and stuff.. hahahas... this one was $3.. STUDENT price tho.. hahahas.. ok, anywyas we played lal.. its rained heavily bfore that.. and tt realli dampened the spirit lol.. stoopid.. hahahas.. so then, we were all considered amatures lal.. hit oso like not straight one.. hahahas.. wei lung won the first round, and me second round.. hahas.. not much lei the points!.. like less than 100 lei.. last time my first time play got like 130+ lidat.. hahahas.. beginers luck i guess.. hahahas... then it was funny lal watching us play.. clement slipped and fell 2 times.. and almost once more but he managed to hold one.. then like we took pics and videos of our gameplay.. hahahas.. wei lung's style of bowling is with the incoporation of dance moves!.. latin dance mayb?.. who noes.. hahas..then the rest is just aim and shoot.. or throw onto the alley.. or wadever u call it lal.. as we were playing there were this group of small kids lal.. i mean secondary skul kids.. then like they were playing pool lal..the 2 buck per game kind of pool.. then sori lal.. im not trying to say im gd or wad lal.. BUT THEY SUCKED lal.. hahaha..well, from my angle they sure looked sucky.. hahahas.. but who noes..

then we went to kfc to have a meal lal.. as mentioned in the last entry.. we cannot eat silently!!.. hahahas.. so lol, after like we bought our food.. then karthig wanna take some of clement's then clement hit his hand and thig knocked over the cup of coke onto his whole tray.. hahahs.. then like clement so caled compensate for the food and "emotional trauma" as i may say!.. hahahas!!.. lol.. me and wei lung but heck!.. went to eat the ermm, coke soaked and soggy cheese fries!!.. hahahas..they looked a little disgusted.. aiyah but its still edible mah.. just tink of it as hmm, cold cheese fries?.. hahahas.. at least i don mix my mash potato like baby food!. wahahaas... rite siyan?..lol.. oklal, everyone has a different eating habit.. so it doesnt matter.. hahahs.. then like there was this family that went to eat there.. then the daughter looked like her.. her as in her, not her as in siyan her.. then clement saw lal.. then he was like "taufiq that gal looked like her rite?!.. turn turn, later u miss cannot see !".. then there was this little sudden burst of laughter, loudness and everytink else.. wahahas..

after lunch? or dinner i tink.. then we head back to the superbowl tink to play the pool cus just now that bunch of mathafuckers were there for goddamn long lal...we played for a few rounds.. cus we catch the ball bfore it goes in so save mah.. hahhas.. then after that siyan had to go home cus he mom was returning from hong kong.. then like she dowan her mom to come home and not seeing her there mah.. ok so she left, then thig thought of going to wei lung hse.. ok so we went there.. there played games... and played with their rabbit.. hahas.. clement clumsy fell on the cage and dented the cage sia.. hahahas.. wth.. then went out to punch the boxing thingy.. nice place he got btw.. hahahas.. lol... cool, projection tv man.. hahahas.. lol.. anyways then left at bout 11 plus.. quite late lal..

reached home bout 1 lidat.. then she still online so chat lol.. hahahas.. then.. hmm.. oh, ya, its realli sweet to noe when ur frens will rmb u from their nicks on msn.. like wei lung's nick said.. "Farewell P1A2.. hais, no more Tiny, Musels, send him out cher'!, "zong!", assasins...." .. then tts reali nice lal.. i mean.. me oso lal.. some long nick.. aiyah.. i seriously wonder how yr 2 will be.. i don tink i will be able to take the stress.. esp.. if no frens like them... they reali rawk man... it seems like ive known them for yrs.. and that this separation is like a broken frenship kinda tink u noe.. like i wont be hanging with them anymore.. not as much lal.. i wont be saying, eh go co-op la.. eh, canteen 1... etc etc...making me sad... to tink bout it.. ok, ima try to not tink of it.. cus prolly ill still meet them in skul?.. mayb can go library or sometink?.. somemore i don stay anywhere near any of them.. so like hm, cannot go home together.. at least, raj still has shah and siyan.. thig has lung, amri and shu chuan.. etc etc.. aiyah...anyways guys, if ur reading my blog... i wish u all the best for the rest of ur time in Ngee Ann poly!... i hope we can still meet up someday.. and hang even in skul... u guys rawk thnx for everytink and take care one last time.......buaizz......

*peace out*
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

i cannot imagine how next yr will be like.. i mean the next skuling yr.. without my now classmates!.. y does it seem that only when we've gotten closer with each other then we have to go our own ways.. i didnt expect much with poly when i first entered poly less than a yr ago.. i thought that there is no way im going to miss them as much as i do with my secondary skul frens.. but im not so sure now.. like i tink because most of us have got the same kind of character.. fun and enjoy!... this is year one there is no point stressing and stuff.. and there is like no point not having fun when ur in goddamn poly!.. poly so slack.. teacher so fun.. don mind this and that..

then yesterday me and some of the guys.. hmm amri, siyan, clement, karthig and wei lung went to mr prata at clementi.. ive not been there bfore.. i mean ive been to clementi lal.. but i haven been to a mr prata bfore..they had lots of wierd food man.. i mean wierd prata!.. hahas. there was italian pizza one that cost i tink 6 bucks.. then ice cream.. mayo prata!.. lol... then a few more lal.. but then i took the egg and cheese.. i love anytink with cheeses.. wahaha... and 2 plain prata... so we ate.. eating in my grp of 1A2 frens is a noisy affair!.. like seriously NOISY!.. like we just cant keep our mouths shut!.. then like the clement was screaming and shouting lal.. aaahaha.... and giving an overzealous reaction to the distorted picture of wei lung and siyan in our neos.. hahhaahs.. cus we went out the day bfore to watch pink panther and took a few neos.. u guys should go watch pink panther!!.. its nice!!!.. serious!.. we laughed like mad people.!..everyone kept looking at us wandering if we were just released from some kind of mental institution or sometink.. hahas.. lol.. ok, back to mr prata.. so then AS PER NORMAL.. we would disturb people.. then there was this small kid.. hahas... we were disturbing him.. then he was also a lil scared i tink... hahahas.. then like ok, so we had to leave quite early.. cus amri had silat practice outside.. then we went home.. thig accompanied siyan home i tink..hahahs.. hmm.. my senses are tingling.. hehehe.. okok.. anyways, parting is such sweet sorrows.. hahas

let's now talk bout her.. aiyah.. this past wks... she seem to be no longer hmm, interested in talking.. i dono y lal.. but then like aiyah.. i tink time has taken its toll... im the stupid one, the dumb ass who cant open his mouth.. and see la.. wads the consequences...like then now talking is no longer interesting, like all we do is talk bout wad happened in skul.. hers and mine.. mostly hers... then like it gets boring la... then like im not sure how to strike uP a conversation bout sometink else.. cus it will eventually lead to talking bout skul again.. aiyah.. it makes me sad.. if she's go too.. then ill lose 2 people i just grown to love.. my classmates 1A2 and someone.. hahahaas...
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Friday, February 17, 2006

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

how do u say "i love u" to someone u don wanna destroy the best frenship u have with.. the 3 words alwaez make or break u.. there is nothing more that i yearn for than her.. for talking to her have made me happy.. put a smile on my face everytime her name pops out.. her whom ive sincerely sat down and wrote songs for.. cus she's special... she's oni one.. she's her... what more can i ask for?...

this is one of the songs i wrote for her... aiyah.. don ask me anytink k..

Would You?..

what if i told you i loved you
what would you do?
how would you feel?
what would you say..... to me...

what if i told you i need you
would you gimme a smile?
or put on a lie?
would you turn it around?
and even say hi...

chorus:
all these questions remained unanswered
would i really find out
how your heart feels for me
i guess its all up to you girl...
to love or to leave me....

(baby) would you gimme a chance?
to come and hold your hand
to save the last dance
my dear, my fren
my love, my everything to the end...

(baby) would you stay with me?
i wish that you would
hoping i could
bring you back in my life
oh how id survive
if you leave me here
stranded alone... baby dear...

(chorus)
all these questions remained unanswered (..unanswered..)
would i really find out
how your heart feels for me
i guess its all up to you girl...
to love or to leave me....

baby you brought everything to my life
oh where would i be
oh i would not see
everything u showed
showered with love
so hear me now
baby please
please leave me
sealed with a kiss....

(chorus to the end)

written: taufiq
lyrics: taufiq
this is my avenue

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

its been a long times since ive wrote in this blog.. its almost non existence.. this sucks.. i feel sad.. for many many reasons... firstly is that today is the last day of skul in my year 1 in ngee ann poly!!.. and im seriously sad.. cus im going to miss my class soo much!!.. i mean.. im gOing to miss the laughters we had!.. the times when we "fight".!!.. the times when we would make fun of everyone!.. teachers, seniors, students, gals, boys!!.. everyone!.. i feel so close to my frens in the class.. i mean even though we don go out and all like our sec skul frens.. but however i tink like these guys have been the best classmates ive had.. i mean.. ive nv laughed so much like i do in this class.. i love my secondary skul frens.. i do.. very much.. but this people is diff.. like we are more matured.. and even if u don usually talk to each other.. like u can alwaez have that element of fun!.. and the worst part is like cus like there is a few of us who is reali close to each other.. like the small grp of us who would go out and hang and stuff.. and this is even harder for me.. for i feel im more close to these guys.. ok, true that we may not share our deepest secrets or they might noe u too well.. but who cares.. cus like with them ar.. wad i have all the time is fun!!.. and tt is me!.. i love to have fun but study at the same time.. and this class has reali made me tink of stuff.. thEy say that yr 1 in poly is usually the best time of ur life or ur poly life. and i totally 100% agree!!.. ive seen other classes.. i mean they are close .. but they are not close close.. and they don have as much fun as we do!!.. they're so serious!... aiyah.. im reali going to miss them.. i don tink i will ever enjoy poly as much as i did in year 1.. im going to miss u guys!!!... arrrgghhh... they say can alwaez meet?.. its all crap.. ngee ann is a huge place.. i hardly see my sec skul frens who are in the same course.. what makes u tink tt ill be seeing u guys if we were in diff courses later?.. i mean.. i dont want to stop seeing u guys.. u guys are my frens... my classmates.. my 1A2 peeps!!.. there's no doubt in my mind that moving on is hard.. separation is hard.. esp with frens.. frens are the most important tink for me, for us.. i mean.. like u cant possibly tell ur parents everytink.. so ur best fren or frens become ur pillar of comfort.. well i can ensure u this.. that no matter if we don see each other.. if u guys ever need a fren.. u guys can come to me.. tts wad frens are for... =))

*peace out*