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Monday, May 29, 2006

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lol... wad a day it was..skul was sucky... i hate mondays.. i just hate that bias motherfucking bitch!!!... she so bias la.. wad i get 3/10 for ur fucked up test so wad?! just caused i failed im hopeless isit?.. u mother fucker... go fuck a horse la!!.. bitch!... ive got the "WIFE OF SATAN" for my maths lecture class... and a fucked up bitch for my maths tutorial class!... wad a fucked up sem!!.. arrrggghh!!.. klal, shant talk further bout the 2 witches from hell..

anyways, brought my camera today.. to snap snap some pics in class... only managed to take pics during FOOP..cus last semester wei lung, shy and siyan bring camera oso we nv take pic one.. pathetic..anyways, we took pic oso not the whole class.. half the class lidat.. cus the rest not realli enthu la.. all dowan take pic.. aiyah, i thought 2A2 still existed.. guess i was wrong... fuck it la..

took a few pics.. later ill post..

went to catch X Men 3 at Plaza Singapura, my fav! place!..went with shah, siyan and karthig.. wahahas.. love ps.. so we caught the 430pm movie...bought popcorn and all.. btw, yall better gO now.. the xmen popcorn combo is damn big.. and worth it.. hahas.. so ermm, before and during the movie, karthig was making sooo much noise!!.. hahas.. kept laughing and talking.. like those realli inconsiderate movie go-ers that u see in advertisements or tt episode of boiling point... he was kinda distracting.. hahas.. kept talking.. and even during the movie he was telling jokes.. haha. well, wad can i say, tts karthig.. hahas.. funny guy la..btw, until some people were cursing and asking us to shut up.. haha.. quite paiseh.. hehe.. nvm la.. at least with him around making all tt noise not so boring.. haha..

the movie was quite nice la.. not that WOW ! kinda movie.. but quite a nice movie, worth watching ONCE... if u watch it second time, ull definitely be bored.. cus i guess its of a diff director la.. the first and second one was a different director.. well, its just x men.. x men is just x men.. u can NOT not watch it.. u just have to.. its x men!!... anyways, i guess ill tell u certain things... as u all might have known, dark phoenix is the most powerful mutant among all mutants.. hmm, prof xavier died, killed by the dark """"... mystique was "cured" saving her mentor, Magneto.. and in the end betrayed him, who turned his back on her.. and as for dear sir ian mackellan, or aka Magneto, the powerful mutant, was also "cured" and lost his power and became "one of them".. storm was as gd as ever..and is running the institution after prof. X's death.. oh ya, scott summers died, killed by his lover, jean grey.. also, in the end, jean grey was killed by HER secret lover, wolverine... she had to be stopped.. one way or the other.. hahas..and there is one mutant, some bald kid who is the bomb man.. he possesses the power to "remove" the power of any mutant near him.. so cool.. and kitty (shadow cat) chio sia.. hmm, rogue chose to be "cured"... and angel looked like a flying seagull... hahas.. but i guess the whole climax of the movie was the fight, the last stand, to save the mutants from the "cure".. btw, is ur planning to watch X3.. STAY TILL AFTER THE CREDITS!!!!... cus there is continuation after the credits, relating to Xavier's death!... hint* he's not dead.. yet...

ive loved x men my whole childhood and teenage life.. hahas.. and x men is just x men.. seriously, i wanna have xavier's powers sia.. i mean, its cool, can read other ppl's mind, and telekinetic powers.. but i love gambit too.. sooo cool.. STORM!.. nothing more i can say.. etc etc.. so many mutants i like.. i guess, i just love x men.. hahahs..

after the movie, went to ermm, take neoprints, after much deliberation and persuading.. we took one neoprint.. i feel wierd taking one neoprint.. hahas.. lol.. used to taking two?.. dono la.. after that, went to the supposedly to be x box place we went the last time.. but now it has been turned into a maple heaven and maple wanderland.. so got out asap.. then, erm, took bus around 7 plus.. and now at home, writing in.. today was quite fun.. i love movies..hahas..

k, so i guess ill write some other day.. till then, enjoy reading.. and i hope ive spoilt that feeling of watching it for urself.. wahahas.. lol.. enjoy.. buaizz..

hmm.... this is US!!.. haha.. P2A2.. half the class.. guys step fierce.. girls act cute. haha..

this guys.. and Mr "use-my-normal-voice" FOOP... i dont realli noe his name.. so we call him mr FOOP.. haha.. we guys rock!

me and "mu di" shu chuan.. hahas... i like my hair here man.. heha

with great powers comes great responsibilities..! wahahaha. i was trying to be Magneto here..(after the X3 show, outside PS neoprint shop)

informal us!..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Friday, May 26, 2006

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walau.. shit.. having FOOP again now.. every lesson of FOOP is fucked up... i dont understand anything la.. then like the teacher keep talking now.. oso no point wad.. so actually he should just shut the fucking uP!.. lol..pathetic.. just now, whole class kena "sound" ( malay slang for scold/hint).. cus she was rather mad with us la.. hahas.. nothing better to do keep making noise.. lol.. hmm, flowchart*.. wtf.. no qns.. but no answers either!..

hmm, heard from jLo that X3 is not that nice lei... fucking shit!.. i wanna watch sia.. then like jLo say lidat.. hahas.. but heck.. i tink id be watching stil la.. wahahas..x men is x men.. there is nothing else u can say about it.. wahahas.. rite.. hmm, btw, xrissy.. y u wan ppl to shoot u?.. wahahas..

skul is tiring.. alot of people nv come.. some went home.. some didnt even come.. aiyah..

klal.. till i write again.. bye!!..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

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hey yall.. im blogging once again.. hahas..
so, anyways, today was presentation day for my ENTLAW project.. topic: setting up a commercial school in singapore... sounds chim? wait until u read the real qns!!.. hahas..

today went quite well i must say.. esp if u consider that i only saw the presentation slides today morning!.. i didnt do the slides.. and i didnt do much research too..actually i didnt do much anything.. ok, its not that i dont wanna do la.. but then i SERIOUSLY HAVE no fucking idea wad to do !!!.. i couldnt even understand the qns u wan me to do wad fuck?! hahas..lol..
but in any case, it went quite well, during the presentation i didnt screw up that much.. well, i guess i have to thnk queensway sec skul.. cus like when i was prefect then, they sent me to diff courses and public speaking things.. cus for ur info.. i used to have a very bad case of stage fright!!!.. or phobia to go on stage.. cus a bad experience in pri 3 changed the course of my hmm, public speaking life? hahahas.. lol.. so anyways, they gave me the opportunity to speak publicly to thousands of people and etc etc.. and thru the yrs... i get more confident and not realli scared of going on stage to talk .. that has realli improved my grades in the presentation part lei.. hahas!! and thnks to this presentation thing.. i got an AD for my ComToolkit! wahahas.. so funny, i used to be so scared of sometink i find sooo natural now... aiyah.. sometimes u will overcome ur fears.. slowly, but prolly surely...

anyways, i think ive been rather rude to certain people or more specifically to some of my classmtes lately.. esp lung.. haha.. i alwaez bully that poor guy.. hahas.. i guess cus like all of them bully and mock me and all.. then if i were to say sometink about them surely they will have 1001 things to say back.. so i thought the safer person to disturb and all is lung? hahahas.. but i feel guilty.. lol. k.. id probably start being nice to them.. ermm, ive been asking my classmates to go out la..ask them go kbox they dont want... ask them watch davinci code, they dont want... then in the end they went to watch themselves.. when i ask on monday everyone dowan go.. bloody fuck rite.. its irritating la.. its alwaez lidat.. then just now thig ask me next wednesday go watch X3.. i said ya.. but make sure they confirm.. i dowan last min pang sei.. they alwaez lidat one.. last min all pretend to forget wad i say one.. dont start with jamal la.. jamal, CANNOT go home after 8 or max 9... then if his mom calls he has to be home.. DOTS! -_-""" =.=""

i mean, he's old enuff.. at least he should be given some freedom la.. then like LEARN to compromise la.. parents are lidat.. u tink my mom or dad likes it if i come home at 11???? or 12am?! no! i have to like say lal.. go a while or wad.. dont be so gundu la.. so, cus he had to leave early on monday i had to watch davinci code by myself la.. its damn damn damn pathetic!!!!.. i was praying there was no one at the theathre.. but lo and behold! it was like watching some concert.. the place was rather full.. then i was sitting alone, WHILE ALL THE OTHER PPL HAD COMPANY AND FRENS TO TALK TO!.. HMPH!.. i felt so outkasted la!!stupid sia.. tt time watch mission impossible 3 oso i alone.. cus jamal pang sei-ed me.. wtf... seriously i HATE people who pang sei me... y cant anyone understand tt?! arrrrggghH! k, calm down.. i tink i realli need anger management.. hahas

hmm, fiona invited me to her bbq at her hse next tuesday i tink at 630... anyone going?? i tink most prolly i go lal.. gd chance of meeting up with everyone else.. at other times, it seems that EVERYONE is SOOO busy.. hahahs.. lol.. if any of yall going tag me k?.. hahas.. cant wait actually.. gd thing fiona's doing this bbqs and party and stuff..gd chance to meet old frens.. haha.. thnks fi!!.. =)

american idol:
i REALLI REALLI want taylor hicks to win... he's voice is just true!! is original and its nice.. watched the live episode on cha 18.. and erm, the last song taylor sang for the nite was just AMAZZZINNGG!!!!.. omg, i wanna dw tt song!!.. hahas.. it was realli realli nice.. u all should watch this last epi.. erm, btw, american idol encore is on saturday at 3-5pm.. hahas.. so u all should listen to the last song.. i had goosebumps when i heard it.. i only get goosebumps when the song is realli nice.. or when it is realli on pitch.. i dono y.. but i guess i can tell when its perfect pitch.. wahahas..TAYLOR SHOULD WIN!.. even simon cowell signed sealed and delivered that taylor should win after hearing that song.. hahas.. so, SOUL PATROL!!!..

X3 is opening tmr!!!.. omg, cant wait for next wk to see it!!.. wahahas.. itll be realli great... the 7 minute trailer was out of this world.. hahahas.. lol.. so hmm, dowan spoil anything!.. cus i wanna watch!!. hahahas

SONG OF THE WEEK

One ~ U2 & Mary J. Blige

*peace out*
love is like an ecstacy
once u start taking it u cannot get out of it
once u fall in love, its hard to fall out of it
dreaming is thinking about reality

this is my avenue

Monday, May 22, 2006

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hmm, today went to watch DaVinci Code... alone.. once again.. got pang sei-ed at the VERY last minute!!!!.. arrrgggghH!!!.. im so fucking pissed actually.. but i need to act like an understanding fren at the very least... and i guess im sick and tired of asking anyone anymore.. nowadays, when i ask my classmates whether wanna go out watch movie or wad.. once they say no or mayb.. i wont be bothered asking or begging for a second time.. im sick and tired of doing that.. if ppl cannot be bothered to go.. then forget it.. i cant be bothered to.. tts y i haven been calling anyone lately.. i guess, its better being with urself... and i guess u all should noe this... DEPEND ONLY ON URSELF, DONT DEPEND ON OTHERS... cus itll only make u feel all sick in the insides..!

so ANYWAYS, back to the movie i caught today.. DaVinci Code.. was reali nice.. reali nice.. its plot was amazing.. cus it realli plays with ur mind.. like how well u can tink or "continue" or "predict" wad's gonna happen next.. but i guess im saying its nice cus i haven read the bk.. ppl whom have read the bk says that its not realli as gd as the bk.. ermm, HELLO????? of cus its not as gd as the bk... the bk if how many bloody pages.. the most the movie can show is 2 and half hrs of mind blowing code breaking "TEACHER" saying movie flick.. the word teacher was used excessively in the movie.. go watch to noe wad i mean.. its reali interesting.. haha..

k, RELIGION.... wad would yall be thinking about when the word "RELIGION" is shown in front of u.. there must be like god noe's how many different religion and beliefs in the world.. one religion is probably the most trustworthy and real a religion can get.. where millions have chosen that path of faith.. while another religion is probably in question in this world now.. and another religion is probably just a waste of time? (P.S NOTE how i DIDNT specify which religion im talking about to avoid racial conflicts and misunderstanding.)

my teacher told me today.. there are 2 things in the world that would cause a bloodshed and war.. RELIGION and POLITICS.. well, i guess she's right.. people, for centuries have alwaez thought of their religion being the "right" religion..or that their country is the "right" country which every other country should look up to and follow suit...

its said that many different races and religion can live in harmony in singapore.. but how much of it is true???? isit realli true that there is no deep sense of anger or hate for other races or religions?? it is not totally possible to have a "peaceful" country when there are many different cultures and races.. the laws is the key in keeping the peace and "harmony"? i want to agree.. but a part of me beg to differ... bad things are the result of too much of a gd thing.. so wad im trying to say is that, will we ever experience racial conflict? i hope not.. cus its much much safer and more pleasant to live i guess... however, sometimes, certain things cannot be avoided.. we still have so called racial arguments in skul.. hahah.. just for fun! esp now with the Davinci Code in the movies..there is alweaz sometink to say.. hehehehe!!!!....

so ill leave u all to think about this race thing.. my post today might not make any sense.. but hey, at least i BLOGGED!.. hahahs!!!.. lol..

~coded~
klaly.. ive saidi wad i wantedn to say.. ands ill sure to editu this.. somedaya.. wahaha.. tilln then..

take care yall... and hmm, im still thinking of youuuu......=)))

~SONG OF THE WEEK~

Buttons ~ PussyCat Dolls

Unfaithful ~ Rihanna

Where'd You Go ~ Mike Shinoda

*peace out*
life is full of mysteries and puzzles
the key to solving this mysteries and puzzles?
is 3 words - Y.O.U
no one understands u more than urself

this is my avenue

Thursday, May 18, 2006

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oh shit.. haha.. firstly cannot slp.. so im watching the Barcelona-Arsenal match on tv now.. haha.. its alredy 3 am.. nothing else to do.. so just blogging.. was watching some u tube videos.. haha.. ermmm.. no explanation needed.... and hmm, sis kinda saw something she shouldnt be seeing.. haha.. lol.. but erm, nvm.. no further comments.. haha..

hmm, been realli bored at home nowadays.. so sick of love songs? no!.. i don tink ill ever get sick of love songs.. haha.. lol.. long songs is my life.. i wanna write love songs.. hahaha.. but if u tink about it.. the song is so sick of love songs.. then the song itself is about love.. wahaha.. wierd..

k anyways, for ur info.. got a warning letter from fucking skul cus i was fucking absent for one fucking one-hr lesson la!.. its fucking one hr!... pls la.. walau.. so irritating sia.. then alrdy send warning letter.. fuck off la.. somemore not i wan to be late.. there was a HUGE jam at commonwealth yesterday mah.. cus one lady was ran over by a bus.. or so i heard.. that caused a major traffic congestion sia.. so long somemore.. hahaha.. so then anyways, jamal, myself and a whole lot of people is late..

kk.. anyways, ill edit some other time.. wanna watch the match.. so interesting.. arsenal bunch of fuckers.. play so rough for wad shit.. anyways, from here u can tell i aint no arsenal fan.. wahaha..

k bya..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Monday, May 15, 2006

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ok, here again.. to tell u my fav pick of new/recent songs for this week..

Songs ~ Artiste

so sick ~ Ne-yo

walkaway ~ kelly clarkson

stupid girls ~ pink

geek in pink ~ jason mraz

when it all falls apart ~ the veronicas

catch your wave ~ the click five

be without you ~ mary j blige

so, go download these songs.. and listen and then gimme comments.. hahas.. they are nice to me..
kla.. buaizz...

*peace out*
music brings people together
music is life
music is MY life

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woah.. hey .. im just writting in..
anyways, just now, i went to watch MI : 3, Mission Impossible 3.. and btw, i watched it alone la.. cus kinda last min? not realli lal.. just no mood to ask anyone..
esp like my classmate in the morning being so fickled minded into choosing whether to pon FOOP and go watch movie or not.. and somemore i wanted to go Kbox.. i wan go very long time ago... but everyone oso dowan go one.. tts y.. when i ask ppl go, no one wanna go.. then when ppl ask me go.. i alwez go.. quite stupid of me... tts y, bfore ill make it a POINT that i DONT go when ppl call me to go.. u all better do sometink.. cus when i make it a point to do sometink.. ILL DO IT.. i use to be alwaez early and my frens alwaez kept me waiting for very long, until i cannot tolerate anymore i made it a point ill make them wait, and now i cant even be early for anything.. seriously..hahaha..

k so btw, back to the show....... ITS FUCKING FUCKING NICE!!!!... HAHAHAHAS.. its realli nice la.. a whole lot of action sequence.. and the twist in the plot is just genius..hahas.. gd work man.. hahas..

and maggie q is just incredibly gorgeous.!!.. hahas..esp when she came out from tt orange lambo gallardo i tink... omfg... BUT i tink tt lambo was much more beautiful than her.. anytime!!.. whahas.. i love lamborghini cars!!.. thru the whole movie, i was out of my seat.. cus the action and suspense is just amazing la.. and.. I WANNA LEARN TO READ LIPS!!!... so cool lal!!.. reading lips.. u must watch the movie to understand wad the fuck im talking about.. so cool..

ermm, i was sitting at an S-15 seat la.. then like two seats next to me.. was this lesbian couple i tink.. they were hugging and giggling all the way.. then like cus american movies sometimes the english abit "chim" mah.. so only if ur english is quite gd ull understand wad they saying or ull understand the joke.. so then like at certain parts, only me and a few ppl in the cinema was laughing.. then those lesbos were looking at me.. pls la.. don stare at me if u cant even understand SIMPLE spoken american english.. hahas.. those lesbos were doing their stuff and i wasnt realli bothered.. so this shows.. ppl, DONT be overly-kaypo with other ppl's lives.. esp if they were ermm, this kind of ppl, or wadever.. so then, the show was reasonably long.. not too long.. not too short.. and the action goes thru the whole movie.. which rocks.. some movies that is too long is boring.. too short, is too waste of money.. and going on monday, its much cheaper.. so quite gd.. wahahas..

after movie i went to eat lor.. at kfc.. eat the spicy burger meal with the spicy drumlets.. hahas.. nice la.. the drumlets is nice.. after that went home.. now waiting for survivor encore to start.. so till i write again.. bye yall..

*peace out*
love brings no peace for the mind
its constantly thinking
thinking of tt special one
that special one that fills the heart
fills the heart with problems and fights
or occasionally love and likes

this is my avenue

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well, im just bored.. but i actually need to do my hw man.. ALOT OF THEM!!!..
ARRGGGHH!!! my project.. i got no fucking idea how to do la.. wtf man.. aiyah..
nvm.. don care.. i blog for a while then go do..

hmm, went out with ma frens on friday, vesak day holiday, to town.. today, went out with christina and jer to town.. hanged out... jeremy suddenly called me like one hr before the "meet time"... and i told him alredy.. DONT do tt.. wahahas.. cus i get surprised.. ill be blur cus i will hv to tink wanna go or not.. got thing to do at home or not.. hahas.. so then anyways, i went la.. quite gd la.. kinda enjoy hanging out with them.. they oso like me la.. CRAZY... but i tink they more crazy.. crazy=fun=enjoyable crazy... NOT the pshyco crazy..

k so then, met at taka indoor fountain at ard 7?..jer went to buy ice cream at one of the gelato shops.. and we proceeded to heeren.. i like heeren.. wahaha.. actually i like the neoprint shops at heeren... as u all might have noticed.. i like taking pictures.. sori la.. dont u even think of wadever ur thinking bout liking to take pictures.. -_-

so then we walked around first la.. then went to the neoprint shop.. hmm, one fact about us when we go out... one neoprint is NV enuff.. it just don feel complete?? hahahas!... lol.. i mean if take 2 can compare and stuff.. dono lal.. call it wasting money?.. i call it keeping a precious memory..
then after we took the first one for the day, we went to eat.. quite hungry and xrissy haven eaten..so then we actually wanted to eat at LJ-long john.. WAHAHAHS.. ahem, if u get it.. long JOHN... k k, we actually decided to eat at LJS.. but then i saw a few of my "area-mate" and i didnt realli like the people there.. MATs! i hate mats.. so then we went other place..
KFC was the choice.. bought my meal..

we ate, chat and laughed crazily.. chat about sec skul and how much suffering we went thru with MR BEN!!.. hahas.. and ahem, laughed about mr chan and his hmmm, wierd-ass behaviour..
after that, we left, for heeren again.. jeremy bout a shirt bfore we left for dinner.. quite nice.. those punk-glam tee kinda thing.. and i was eye-ing thru the 77th's dog tag collection.. woah, i wan get one man.. but cannot now la.. broke.. after that, took one more neo print.. this time i guess nicer?

we're getting more pro in this neoprint taking thing.. hahas.. we take 2 every visit.. DUH..

after that left for home.. i got alot of assignments to do.. hahas.. doing it now actually.. so then til i write again.. buaizz.. prolly ill post some pics..

grp pic..

the guys.. with half of christina's face..

all hail me... thnk u thnk u... hahas.

nas and jer... and who is tt behind???????????

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Saturday, May 13, 2006

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hey fuckers..
just came back from holland v...

went out just now.. until 12 midnite.. went to meet bern, syaz, nas, jer and xrissy at far east for dinner.. hahas.. for the first time, i waited.. haha.. meaning i was early.. im usually late..so anyways, today holiday... and this wk nothing much happened... bleahs..

oh, and btw, to make myself clear on any issues regarding me or my looks or especially my hair..... I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!! about wadever people say lal.. wadever u wanna say or ur planning on saying, ive been there and heard it bfore! so fuck off and mayb fulfil a fulfilling life by not bothering too much about MY life.. ive heard it all lal, wad, gorrilla, girl, caveman, pig, dog, cow, giant, monster, taupok, taupig, fat, etc etc etc etc etc... IVE FUCKING HEARD IT ALL.. MAYB its time u all think of sometink new to say to me?!!! mayb something more original?!! if u cant think of any, then FUCK off.. cus if not ill just take it that u have a low command of english.. so low that u result to saying the same phrases everytime u see me.. and prolly since ur of such LOW calibre, im guessing u might not understand this simple english that im talking here.. mayb i should talk in a more "understandable" language for u imbicils.....
U AWAY GO, FIND LIFE OWN AND BOTHER ME NOT.... is that simple enuff? or if not then prolly these two words will sum it all up for u... FUCK OFF!... cus its the simplest and the most universal lang that any common idiots can understand..

k enuff of writing about me to imbicils.. anyways, if u don like it.. u can rendezvous somewhere else... sucker..

anyways, we ate at es teler.. then after.. walked to cine to take neoprints.. took at the 9th level one, can dress up one.. when i get the pics ill post it.. so anyways, then after tt.. nas and syaz had to leave.. so we took 111 to holland v.. hanged out at BK got barley and stuff.. and chilled.. btw, bern, almost killed jeremy by pushing him into the drain.. hahas.. revenge? i presume.. hahas.. lol.. but don wori, he was saved by the quick wit of bern the man.. lols..

i dont think people noe me tt well... if u think u noe me.. i think ur dead wrong.. DEAD wrong!.. somehow, people tend to overdo things? yeah, they get over-excited about making u feel like a loser... im quite pissed with this yr and the people around me.. my class esp.. i mean, sometimes i feel they're too much... going over-board and crossing the line.. let me tell u all something...
YOU DON'T KNOW THE REAL ME!!!.. im serious.. dont laugh.. i noe ur laughing.. thinking i must be crazy.. but seriously, u'd be surprised...even my closest fren dont noe the real me.. so don tink ur an overly smart Dr Phil-know-it-all person...i may seem like the least threatening person ull ever noe... there's alwaez a second personality to everyone.. im just one of them.. inside me there is only pure rage and anger with the things happening nowadays.. and bottling it up inside is realli taking its toll on me.. i might just explode and u wont wanna see that happening.. cus i don give a fuck who u are... ur my close, my closest, my class or whoever the fuck u are.. ive beaten my sis up before for pissing me off.. so, wad makes u think i wont do the same to u?!!! ur JUST another stranger after tt.. sometimes, people are just childish and act like imbicils.. or mayb they are just tt..

so now, at home, writing in.. fuck off bastards and bitches..

*peace out*
love is crappy and there is nothing true about it..
its all crap..
once ur fucked..
ur dumped..
simple and easy.

this is my avenue

Monday, May 08, 2006

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hey yall, now in skul.. bored.. having FOOP.. lol.. i dont even noe wad the fuck he talking about la.. aiyo.. shit sia.. dont understand..

i need a new phone!!.. hahas.. prolly a sony erricson w800i???!!! hahahas... or w550i?! hahas.. itll be a nice phone sia.. haha.. im in serious need of a phone.. cus im phone-hogging everyone else's phones to take my pics!.. hahas.. so embarrasing.. lol.. but then heck!.. i don give a fuck.. wahahah..

saw daphne in canteen one just now.. our table was next to hers.. and i kept stealing glances at her.. hahas.. she looks much much better now lei.. i mean like with one hair color kinda tink.. she use to have a few colors dyed.. klal.. i booked room.. later i can slack there lal.. hahas

k yall, bye..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Thursday, May 04, 2006

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IM FINALLY BLOGGING.. after soo many days ive not been blogging.. hahahas

hmm, i cant exactly remember wad happened this past wk..hahas.. lol.. but anyways, a re-cap of things..

hmm, things have been realli hot between me and a certain person, not been talking to him and stuff.. well i don realli intend to la.. im the kinda person, if i hate u, ill hate u.. im not so "forgiving" as everyone thinks!.. hahas.. so don think im THAT nice a person.. so then, hmm, since skul started, ive met quite a number of familiar faces .. people from QSS, ppl i noe.. hahas.. its real nice.. it feels like im back in secondary skul.. hahas!.. hmm, so far, ive seen, usama, lester, chee cho, wen ping, bernice, etc etc.. hahahas.. its real nice seeing all them in ngee ann.. hahas.. just don be arrogant and ill be nice to u.. rmb, IM SENIOR!!..

btw, this yr's year 1s ARE OMFG bunch of cuties man!!.. i mean, they are HOT!.. ahaha..seriously, this is like a fashion road show or sometink.. hahas.. and prolly we can get lucky?!.. hahahas.. lol..

anyways, been gOing out with jeremy, syaz, nas, yana, bern and xrissy a few times lately.. hahas.. nice bunch of people.. recently, last sat, 6/5/06, we went to far east to eat at Ramen Tei.. (i dono how to spell la) so, anyways, yana realli wanted to try the food there.. cus she wanted to try jap food. and its the only halal place i noe.. but then she in the end didnt come along cus her dad was pms-ing, prolly can go next time? though itd be nice if she wouldve gone.. hahas.. nas didnt go cus it was quite late, 2 pm, and she alreddy ate and she wanted to study.. JC ppl busy, so understandable.. hahas.. hmm, actually to tell u the truth, i didnt realli expect Ramen Tei to be expensive u noe.. hahas.. i mean like i didnt expect a set to cost like $14.90 or sometink.. and tt is like rice, chicken and stuff.. i tink its like a eat-when-you-have-the-cash kinda place.. hahahas.. but if i was to be frank, id rather eat at Breeks.. hehehe!.. i mean, id rather go western anytime!!!.. hahas.. after lunch, syaz went home, her dad was calling and stuff.. and me xrissy and jeremy continued walking around.. walked and laughed all the way, they are fun and crazziee ppl.. ahah.. can laugh all the way one.. then hanged at starbucks, waited for bern to come, played arcade and got home about 1030?.. was realli tired after i got home and fell aslp while talking to her.. hahas.. sori though..

so back to talking about skul, this sem, almost all the teachers sucked man!!!.. hahas.. ESP THE FUCKING MATHS TEACHER!!!.. MRS TAN FUCKING AI LING!!!.. WTF WTF.. i don even understand WAD THE FUCK SHE is talking lal in class!!!!.. she teach fucking horribly la!.. there is no fucking way i can understand anything man!!wtf wtf... i hate her.. i hate her!! she sucks!!.. sucks!!!...

i realli wanna get a billabong pencil case man.. i asked for it first, but my sis got it first. wth sia.. hahas.. nvm, ill save for it, cus i spent the money given to buy it.. ahahas..!

oh ya bfore i forget, this yr's HOT blog topic is the colinandkero blog saga!.. its the heat topic on everyone's lips now..well, basically its just a normal blog of 2 gay guys.. that sounds normal rite.. BUT unfortunately, due to the childishness and the immature thinking of singaporeans and teens in general.. its become into this HUGE "wrong" thing that has everyone talking and tagging hate tags on their blog.. i feel bad for them.. i mean, ok, gay is wrong, in certain religion, but they DONT practice those particular religion!.. so wad's wrong with them? there were sooo many hate tags that i feel now i noe how immature singaporeans are.. and how shallow minded they still are.. ok, first thing's first, the parents accepts them, so y must we, the strangers, make such a biigg fuss over their business?!.. and those people sometimes sounds heartless and seriously, its just plain baseless and pointless comments.. i pity them, in a way, these strangers are hogging their blog.. and its their personal blog mind u.. a blog is a way to express ur thoughts and feelings, and its meant prolly for the public to see.. but i dont think the public have the right to judge the writer or how he writes or wad he writes about.. the last tiMe a blog issue was hot was when tt idiot wrote racist comments on the blog.. NOW, tt is against the law.. but no one ever said u cant write about u being gay or being happy with ur life? so ppl, SHUT UP and don get too caught up in other people's lives.. but now they've taken out their tag board.. so gd for them.. they are still people and humans yall, w should treat humans with some level of respect..
tts wad most of the people don have for other people.. esp certain frens of mine.. they just blurt out wad they wanna say.. without thinking of wad others will feel and showing no fucking respect..

but for me, personally, i only prefer my frens to read and not the public.. cus like i feel like its a diary of some sort.. hahas.. so argh, who cares of wad they think.. its My BLOG..

skul sucks, everything sucks.. hahas.. life is not bad now.. quite happy.. just with a few ppl.. and unfortunately, i tink my classmates is crossing the line.. i feel its too much for me to take.. they mock me, laugh at me, blame me, mock me, make fun of me and oh did i say mock me?! i mean, ok, wei lung got the same.. but its diff?.. not so bad?.. now like everything is pointed at me.. im not even able to say back!.. its frustrating sometimes.. and last friday i was realli pissed lal.. with ALL of them!!.. arrggghh!!.. tt i just kept quiet and gave those ppl the cold shoulder man.. sori yall.. but then sometimes u guys just get on my nerves!!!.. I AM NOT PATIENT!!!.. let me repeat... IM NOT A PATIENT PERSON!!!.. i get pissed very easily!!... u guys alwaez tend to PISS me off nowadays!.. so wad with my hair.. fuck it la... bitch...

fucking pissed now.. ill blog again when im free ya.. bye yall.. happy reading fuckers.. ill post a few pics from Ramen Tei here..

*ammm* eating my chicken katsu don..(i tink tts the name)

*the after results* clean plate.. hahas..
*this thing cost $3.90.. hahas.. its kiwi soda.. so interesting..

* syaz's tongue! tasting jeremy?! ok, tt sounded wrong.. hahsa * we look OH SO innocent!.. hahas..

* 4 of us... zee, me, xrissy and jer..

*peace out*

this is my avenue

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

hEy ppl.. sori i haven been bloggin a while now.. ill blog real soon k!? REAL sooN!!. take care yall!!!..

*peace out*