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muhd taufiq a.k.a t.fiQue
soon-to-be 20 & fresh graduate of Ngee Ann Polytechnic Diploma in ECE.
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Sunday, October 15, 2006

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

hmm.. sometimes i wonder.. am i realli a bad friend? like the kind of friend who abandons their friends when in need?
sometimes i feel i am.. but then when i look back.. who was ever there for me when i was down.. ok, mayb its also my fault that im not realli the tell-it-all kinda person.. but then like should people understand im not at the best of my mood? or that im angry with them for some reason or not.. if i realli wanna be mad at them i can u know.. its just that i chose not too...
i get ridiculed and scolded sometimes for being crazy and hmm, over? but i thought u knew me?! isnt that who i am.. im just lidat.. i can be serious.. but then y would u want to see someone serious rather than being fun and crazy.. then like sometimes i feel im just the "extra" in my circle of frens.. as someone once said to me, im insignificant..
dont try to say im not or try "console" me.. im better at judging others.. i know when ur angry.. i know when ur down.. and i try to be understanding and take criticism to stride.. but when im down or angry, no one realli can tell.. that's frustrating.. and u people say u people are sensitive.. sensitive my ass!.. seriously.. aiyah.. sometimes i feel only got one person i can depend on..even though sometimes that person makes me more mad than ever, but at least the only person who understands me well enuff i guess.. i must say i am a complicated person.. a split personality mayb, but wadever it is.. i expect my frens to understand me.. is that too much to ask?
and i realli cannot stand it when they keep things from me.. as if like im not in the place to know.. if been through with yall so much.. and if this is how i get treated sometimes i realli dont know who the real buds ar..
if yall are my acquaintances i dont mind.. we're just hi-bye frens.. not close or gd frens..

i really dont understand people nowadays.. i dont care as much as i am concerned.. if u think i am important enuff well gd for u.. if not.. dont bother me at all...

*peace out*