ok! here's the deal... the only reason im blogging again is cus im super bored! like SUPER bored.. bored to the point that i blog after months of hiatus! anw, im bored because someone is not online.. no one to talk to.. hahaha ok, but nvm, so anw, i know its pointless for me to do this cus nobody reads my blog in the first place.. this is such a "not-happening" place! haha.. k i wont bore u no further...

hmm, so what's been happening in this past almost 5 mths of being M.I.A!
alot alot has happened.. the most significant and will effect me in the next few mths is the fact that my second year has ended.. the results are out.. not as gd as i want to la... moreover, my PDPr! the project i was most confident in, and i didnt score la! fucking shit! i finished the 40% worth project work 3 WEEKS bfore the dateline!! and it completely works!! those people not working and hand up late still get A and the same score as me B+! wtf rite!!! so fuctard!! (fucking retard)! aiyah, cant be fucking bothered.. mayb il ask the teacher when go back in one mth or so..
and oh ya!! the fucking skul didnt approve of my appeal to change my project cluster la! NOW IM FUCKING PISSED!!!! FUCKING RETARDS! i appealed and begged the teacher to allow me thru!! cus it was an honest mistake that could cost me my future in the fucking goddam skul!!! omg...this sucks man! the skul sucks!! i hate online voting thingy!!! arrrgghhh!!! y cant they just let those people who took the time to appeal just help them get through! and i saw the email, only little ppl appealed! so y cannot! fuctard man!!!! arrrggghh!!!! now im realli scared on how my year 3 will be like! i dont know anyone who got my project cluster! and my frens are prolly LAUGHING at my demise!!

celebrated christmas eve at some bar at chijmes! haha.. with jeremy, bernard, christina, and her frens! -eddee, michelle and dom! that was fun too! we walked to town and ate at mac late at nite! nite frens xriss's are so frenly and nice!

so ok, hmm, went to MOS for the first time, in february! it was sooo coool.. and huge nice place! alot hot gals! but no girls came with us.. so once again, it was like a freaking gay party.. another fuctard thing! but it was nice experience..love it.. wanna go again.. next time prolly..so ok.. made new frens going there la.. actually not realli la.. they're my skul mates, shah's frens, but i didnt realli know them.. seem them only.. ken and hade and chris and all that.. im realli glad sometimes! im realli glad that my frens are not all that malay or all that chi or all that indian! so no mats!! yay! isnt that great! and those people are great.. they're realli fun to hang with!

yall know that my memory is SUPER gd.. so i cant realli remember much that has passed.. but i rmb i watched quite a number of movies the past few mths.. almost once a mth. haha..

also, ive been out with people i haven seen for a long time... went out with pritipal for a movie and irya and fharid for bowling another time.. then met glen, jiayu and emily at MOS..

also, went and planned a C2 bdae celebration for jun ming and zhara in feb at sentosa.. was a surprise bdae mini party! was rather fun, hanging out in sentosa again! hahaha

during the 2nd sem of 2nd year.. my ex classmates, A2 peeps.. didnt realli feel me anymore.. i think they feel i betray and fickle minded and easy swayed and change heart kinda person.. cus i was rather close to my then-current class mah..im easy.. so sometimes people misunderstand me for being a backstabber or wadever ull call it.. so then, i was in the loop la.. they went out or anything happen within them, they didnt tell me.. but then recent mths, ive been going out with them.. first was with the guys to MOS.. thig, amri, shah-cuzz and frens, ken, hade, johan, myself and some other guys.. then, 8 of us met up for Seoul Garden and a day of neoprints and fun...siyan, lx, jingyi, thig, clement, shah, amri and myself.. then, with some of the guys amri, zul, ken, chris, hade and shah's sec skul-mates for movie ,"300" ! long live the Spartans!.. and bfore that "300" was "Letters from Iwo Jima" with zul, amri and cousin and myself.. so ive been watching a number of movies with my ex classmates le.. and also been going out alot with them! i dont mind! i love it! they are great!
oh, and yes, Seoul Garden!! ive been wanting to go to SG for god knows how long! everytime i wanna go people will say feel waste money.. but then its only like 14 bucks per person la cus lunch and student! then go other place eat also spend more than that.. then like i realli wanna go there mah.. can eat and bond! but noooo...
aiyah, k anw, im going out again next monday, 19.3, go wild wild wet with siyan, lx & bf, thig, shah and me probably.. another place i nv been bfore! i guess i wanna go everywhere and do all the fun stuff bfore i go to NS and bfore i hit the big "2-0"!!

there's one thing i dont get it.. esp with certain people i know.. ok, we all know we're going to grow older, find a job and all that.. so, y arent we spending MORE time now bfore our lives take control!! now(the TEEN years!) is the ONLY time we can enjoy, spending our parents money, going out frequently! but recently, i feel we've been parting further and further away.. u say we will surely go out even if we turn 30! but do u seriously deeeppp in ur heart believe that you will?!! i dont think so! we'll be too caught up with working, getting married, finding husbands or whores! or wadever.. idont think we will ever be back at our TEENS.. being teens is the time when being crazy is NORMal! there's no prob of being crazy or being playful and all that.. do u think u can be playful at 30?! i dont know..i might ! but im not sure about other people!.. i can bet my first paycheck they wont!!

alrite, enuff about the years down the road.. now, hmm... i feel deep inside that i should say something bfore i go NS! yeah... i think so.. i realli wanna do that.. at least even if i dont get mona , at least she'll know that once, in her lifetime of knowing me, that my heart sank at the thought of her!!

ive also finally joined the CC gym! ive been going there like wkdays at 9+am till 11+.. spend like 10-15 mins of each equipment.. and prolly 20++mins on the treadmill.. but then i think unless my diet change, even if i ran the distance of the earth, i wont get slim!! im going gym-ming, cus im scared! im SCARED of going to army! like terrified! petrified! horrified! at the thought of joining the army!! im scared of what might happen there! im scared if i can take it or not! im just praying nothing happens and i finish the 2 yrs in a breeze.. then i can and i prolly want to go to uni!

klal... so that's all for now! i cant rmb other details! ill update asap! hopefully! haha

*peace out*