ok, i got comments from my friend that my blog is impossible to read.. well, not exactly impossible, but the words are very small, so its hard to read smoothly.. so ive made the words slightly larger.. hopefully MORE ppl will bother reading then..


other ppl's blogs are FLOODED with views and comments while mine can remain stagnant for quite some time.. are my entries really that un-interesting..!? but heck, i dont give a hoot about whether people read or not.. i post to let out things inside..



k so, over the wkend is Hari Raya Aidilfitri, saturday, to be precised.. we have a unwritten rule for hari raya, since we fasted for one mth, hari raya will last ard 1 mth! when its actually only for one day, technically.. so on friday went to Geylang, my one and only time there this whole fasting mth.. i hate going Geylang, soo crowded, so packed with undesirable ppl in sight.. Mats/Minahs/wannabes!

but i try to go there at least once during fasting mth, its like a must! its like not shopping for presents for christmas.. during the long 7 hrs i was there, temptations were at every corner.. i felt like eating up everything i saw! there were kebabs, burgers, roasted chicken, sweets, deserts, kuehs!! omg, actually i did gobble up food while walking ard.. i was craving like a pregnant lady!

i guess that's intention of fasting, to let us have control over our mind, body and soul.. to not let into temptations.. cus honestly, during fasting mth u tend to buy anything that looks gd..



ok, continue on, so we walked, and walked, and walked to find stuff we need for Hari Raya! was dead tired by the time i was home! since that day had headache everyday..



Hari Rayas this past few years dont seem that merry anymore! firstly the absence of the older family members-grandmothers and grandfathers (all passed away).. normally those ppl's houses are the first that we'd go to visit.. then from there we'd continue on our way.. but now, we'd slp the day away go to one hse at nite and come back and slp our lazy ass again.. that's what we did during the first day.. its so not in the mood man.. the spirit of hari raya is kinda disappearing..both saturday and sunday, we kinda slpt whole afternoon.. so tiring la esp saturday, cus we came back home quite late from geylang.. so no energy to do stuff..

shan't go into details, too tired to type.. (im sick btw - terrible headache, kinda sore throat)

holy-crap, i still haven completed my e-registration for NS! wednesday is the last day! ive done a few components to the registration process but some haven.. like i dont know if i should choose the flat arc shoe or arc shoe? i was flat-footed last time, then now one foot got slight arc while the other's still quite flat.. then sometimes wear arc shoes will hurt my foot.. SO ANYONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO CHOOSE PLEASE TELL ME!! HELP ME!!

the only parts i haven done is the e-fitting and medical checkup booking.. so by tmr can la.. the most is all i put the biggest size lols.. haha that'd be safer.. moreover tmr, ill have to check with my doctor whether i should inform them i occasionally get high blood pressure - hence the terrible headaches i suffer... i pop panadols like nobody's business..


gosh, being big is really horrible, but i guess nobody's perfect.. hate me or love me, im still who i am..


anyhoo, today is the first day of the LAST sem of my whole poly life! i must say its a bitter sweet day, sweet in the sense that i get to see my friends and laugh and joke the day away.. bitter because i know that this is the last 14 wks ill have with them... im gonna miss everyone when i graduate, but i seriously hope that we'd meet someday.. no matter who u are, whether i know u well like a best friend or an aquaintance, id really love that we all meet once in a while after poly ends.. i used to say i missed secondary sch more, but i now realise i miss poly more.. because saying gdbye to poly life is like saying gdbye to student life, gdbye to sec sch, gdbye to pri sch life.. poly seals it all..


i cant say much for unis, poly differ much because more or less the everyone is of the same age.. so we think similar, communication comes natural.. uni mixes ppl of all ages, and at times, its hard to communicate with someone much older, u just dont click..


aiyah, the only thing i can do is cherish every single minute left i have with everyone in poly! spend the days laughing and joking and crapping.. before what me and my cousins call a "cross-over".. we "cross-over" from baby to kids, from kids to adolescent, and from adolescent to adulthood.. that's the "cross-over" we're gonna be going through when we reach 21.. where we aint no teenager no more! that's a sad fact! esp for someone who's life is being a kid inside! =)


ok la, im tired and i wanna slp the headache away.. gdnite! and treasure the time u have with ur friends! esp if ur still in sch!

*PEACE OUT*

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