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Friday, November 30, 2007

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so this week's been really really busy with PD2 project report submission dateline being on thursday and all that! was really really busy doing the report and all that crap la.. somemore all the editing i have to do by myself.. and my one fussy ass supervisor, nv satisfied, keep changing and scolding me for mistakes! fucking slut la.. was really pissed off that day actually!..

but apart from that, there'a great relieve, a burden off my shoulders! like one of the most tedious things to do is always the report, and having finished that part is the best feeling! still have to do MS PPT next wk.. after much debating with my groupmates, whom rejected the idea of doing a PPT, i stood firm on wanting to do it!.. then in the end, she (supervisor) told us to do it..

k, to celebrate the wonderful short-lasting freedom from project, me, hariz and joan went to GV PS to watch Enchanted!!! ooohh, initially i was rather skeptical about the movie, whether its gd or not.. but reviews are really promising and its raking in big bucks! so we went.. had dinner first, i didnt eat lunch, at BK.. i ate 2 burgers! i was fucking hungry!.. so ok, bought popcorn..

anyhoo, the movie is REALLY REALLY GOOD!!! its very romantic... but funny at the same time! its a realization that reality and fairytales do sometimes have things in common! if we work hard enough at it, there can be a Happily-ever-after for all of us in reality! its just that we dont realise it!.. and the movie plays around the romantic plot really well, with that shakespeare-esque talking and dressing.. the ever positive main female character really made us smile!..

moreover, its the kind of show that everyone can watch -young and old, frens or lovers.. doesnt matter.. cus it appeals to a wide range of audience! so to those in need of the lost-love spirit, and want to enjoy a good holiday movie, watch Enchanted during ur christmas break!..its a worth-it movie to watch during the holidays, it cheers u up good! =)

*PEACE OUT*

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

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ok, just decided to blog since im online early today and no one's online yet.. k so, today went out for lunch and walk around with dee, zahra and shawn.. shawn drove, so phew! i like excursions like this! quite fun just being driven ard with frens! haha

alritey, met at ard 12 (i was late as usual), and we went to WhiteSands at pasir ris.. supposedly to eat at Hei Sushi cus i found somewhere online that it was halal.. but then when we were there the restaurant didnt have the halal cert, so zahra was abit reluctant to take the chance.. but i honestly know its halal! i saw it online somewhere.. and when they asked they said that they were in the process of getting the cert! so ya, nvm la.. next time we shall go when its certified!

then we ended up eating lunch at Swensen's! haha.. yay, its been long since i ate there anws! hmm was spoilt for choice la.. so in the end had the half bbq-chicken meal.. but the chicken in Swensen's is damn small compared to Breeks la! next time eat Breeks better.. hmm, zahra had the spicy grilled fish, dee had the salmon salad and shawn the chicken in a jacket (which i RATHER would have! big portion!).. everything tasted soo nice there.. yumm esp the fries..

after main course, i and shawn ordered the walnut rocky road thingy.. its a new dessert.. OMG OMG OMG its too DIIIEEE FOORRR!!! it has everything! walnut brownie, caramel sauce, marshmellow and choco chips! wow!! amazing la! amazing!! its more sinful than any deserts ive had!.. i think that would cost me like 3 hrs in the gym! haha..

after lunch we were deciding on where to go.. and in the end decided on Changi Airport, initially terminal 2.. then in the end we ended up at terminal 3 instead! since its newly opened, we've nv been there bfore also! haha..

we walked ard for abit till we realised that we could pay $1 and explore more, into the boarding area all those things.. so we did..

paid 1 buck then we explored on our own! very beautiful man the place! very very big!.. very modern! and the runways were bigger than those at T2 and T1.. haha..!

and of cus, any day with me is incomplete without a session of phototaking! so we did take alot of pics.. really alot.. hahaha! ill post some here! so enjoy ya!

p.s since the recent unfortunate event that happened in Cambodia where 5 singaporean dragon boaters were found dead after their boat capsized.. i truely realise that we should cherish what we have.. the friends and family and the ppl around us! im pretty sure they didnt know that they were going that fateful day and most probably didnt say their last gdbyes! that's the biggest single regret im sure their loved ones have.. my condolences.

this was what i had! half bbq chicken! =)

dee's salad!

zahra's spicy sambal grilled fish!

shawn and his food! chicken in jackets!

our food bfore we devoured them!

dee, me and shawn in the car!

FIRST pic at the awesomely cool T3!

another pic at the viewing gallery!

i was helping dee carry the bag cus she was tired, and that's that! ;)

another picture.

i dont know what this was supposed to be? haha

i think being tired drives ppl crazy!

and so more..

yeah, so that's it for blogging today! so tired alredy! hope everyone enjoys today's entry! haha.. take care!

*PEACE OUT*

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hey! finally ive managed to change my blog skin on my own! soo tedious la! lucky nana thought me how to last time.. anw, i like the new skin! not as emo as last few skins! i guess im moving away from the emo side?? NAH! =)

*PEACE OUT*

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

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well, i pretty much can't sleep rite now.. had a long nap just now, yeah so.. tts y..
so i thought id just blog..

ok.. school's gonna end in few mths time.. less than 3 mths in fact! im scared of the period after school ends.. i guess cus now, i know that its really ending for real.. when in sec sch, i could look forward to poly.. after poly, there isnt anything to look forward to.. get what i mean? im gonna miss everything about ngee ann.. esp the people, the friends, the aunties from CO-OP, from the canteens and library! all those people who have made my ngee ann journey so far, rather memorable. so thanks! i really appreciate it..

steering away from getting too emotional.. i have soo many things in mind that i wanna do bfore we graduate! but i dont even know if we'd have the time to do all those things..

let's see what's first in the precedence list :-

- go out for dinner with mine and other project mates to celebrate after PD2
- go ice skating with my poly friends, esp the A2 ppl!
- go for karaoke session with my poly friends!
- to make everyone i know go for prom! PROM is THE nite! (MJ inspired!)
- go for dinner with C3 ppl!
- eat at Breeks, Hei Sushi, Han River BBQ with my poly mates!
- have a bbq outing at east coast!
- go zoo? haha!

actually there's alot more things i wanna do.. but i dont know if there's time for it..

im hoping that alot of people go to prom man!! i really wanna go.. cus its the very LAST nite of ur POLY YEARS! are u insane to miss it?! moreover, its the only nite where ur poly frens will actually look F-L-Y! hahah..
in fact, im alredy having an idea of what to wear la! y no one even the very least interested of going! fools!
fyi, im going for the MJ inspired look..the fedora hat, the arm band, and vest...
just hope that day will be similar to what's in my head now..

things have been really hectic this past few wks.. we've been rushing the project.. next wk is report hand-in wk.. then this wk have to rush to finish the 60-odd page report.. its nearing completion.. just have to give to my superv to check.. im really looking forward for this to end! PROJECT i mean! not sch!.. but on the other hand, i think ill miss sitting down in project room from 8-5pm doing nothing! watching youtube, MJ's 30th anniversary concert, listening to music and talking!.. i think ill miss what's called "slacking" alot!hahaha!

ive got a feeling that im gonna be all teary and sad during prom! but i hope not man! seriously! that's gonna suck.. for my poly frens to see me cry! later like my sec sch prom!.. but dono lei..

i get clingy sometimes.. cus i think i adapt to a new place fast.. like i feel ngee ann is like second home alredy.. just like my sec sch when i was there.. i guess its my nature to be over-friendly.. i guess being talkative has its perks! u get to know more ppl than those quiet type!

friendship, like knowledge,
lasts a lifetime
it knows no limits and age
and it continues to amaze
till one's dying days
the willing eye that opens to the world
a world of love, truce
joy and laughter
where a guy named bruce
isnt JUST another brother
he'd be the friend you'll
come to appreciate
just the friend to come
when you're in need of aid
you'll find not an acquaintance no more
but a brother whom you'll come to adore
so close that you'll share everything together
the undying love for him you'll have forever
this is the true meaning of friendship
a lifelong promise of love, trust and companionship

okay, that was RANDOM! honest!
ahaha.. kk anw, time for me to dooozzeee off.. feeling tired! yay!
aite! till then take care! and love, hello! =)
oh ya, ANYONE willing to be my prom date? haha! ;)

*PEACE OUT*

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

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i dont really wanna talk about it, but, arguments at home are almost a daily affair.. its hard to be happy and concentrate sometimes.. that's y i love to be in sch.. where i can run from the problems that actually exists.. in my facade of all smiles, laughter and happiness.. hence, i seek solace in my frens.. =S

also, i have to say it here and now.. i HATE it when some ppl ALWAYS think they're right.. and still dare to argue it.. i mean its ok if ur egoistic and u want to be right all the freaking time.. but not at other ppl's expense la! esp when they always try to argue that they are right, it makes me feel stupid u know! like as though im not knowledgable enough to know if its right or wrong.. esp when u put me down sometimes, i feel inferior! and that sucks! and freaking especially when im infront of my frens and that happens.. tts y i get mad sometimes when ppl get smart on me! if you think, you're worthy of putting me down in an inferior place, think bfore u do that.. cus though i am not as smart as u, im knowledgable in other aspects..

ok, anyways, sometimes i wonder to myself, why are confessions soo hard to do..?

i really salute those who have stepped up to the plate and gathered enough courage to tell their significant others of how they feel, cus its really not easy!
in fact, its easier for me to listen and advice others on their love-life, rather than fulfilling to my own believes.. i mean, why do i still hesitate after all this time? i really wonder..

i guess one reason is that ive always believed that sig-o (the significant other) is way out of my league!
what would i advice ppl who gives me that reason? itd be to just go ahead and at least to let her know, that at a point of time, she meant the world to you! even if it doesnt work out because she's totally out of your league, love will always overcome adversities..

yes, that's precisely what i would say normally.. but telling myself that and realising it is extremely impossible! why u might say that im so afraid of telling sig-o?
same is the reason as it was 4 years ago when i fell for another sig-o..
- i do not want to spoil the great relations we have as friends!

i guess im not gd with rejections; or that im not good at being alone and not having friends..
because i know that in many cases or another, if things dont work out, being friends is just as awkward as when u first stepped into class at the beginning of sec sch/poly!
itd definitely be more acquaintance-like, rather than gd friends-like kinda thing u know..

ive put off time and time again opportunities to tell sig-o.. till at present, the heart doesnt race as fast...where bfore it was doing a 270km/h, and now, its only doing 230km/hr..

im honestly and seriously at least going to try to get my opportunity bfore i enter the next phase of my life, NS..
where after 2 years, even the best of friends can grow apart..

its no doubt that sig-o is one of the joys of my life.. because after selama ini, im still smiling.. haha..
ive rejected offers from jamal to help me get it off.. to talk to sig-o for me.. at that point of time, sounded like a stupid idea..

anyhooo, when im in the mood i try to pen down my feelings..and ive done so most with this sig-o..
k anyways, this is one of the few pieces of poem that ive written.. it might sound a little cheesy! but hey! bear with it! haha!

i think ill name it; Princess.

yesterday, today and tomorrow i hope
in the midst of the night we both soak
in the atmosphere that brought us together that faithful day
a day of smiles, joy, laughter and gay (gay as in happy)
no regrets i had knowing you since
everyday i hope,
hope i could be your prince
arriving in armour, and on a steed
waiting on you hand and feet,
my lovely princess
my beautiful greek goddess.

we'll ride our way through the fields at night
into the morn where we'll get ready to fight
the insolent men we let them be
im happy enough that you're with me
im strong inside when im with you
even to fend off a dragon or two
no doubt that you're the one for me
ive searched high and low
but none i meet
till you appeared like a dream one night in my head
a dream so beautiful ill find it hard to awake
where the rays shine as the sun rises the next morning
with you by my side, my sweet fairytale darling.

*Peace Out*

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Saturday, November 03, 2007

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i enjoy blog hopping! i like to read about ppl's lives, showing the human-side of things, cus sometimes ppl can be cold and unfriendly..

and i love ppl who update regularly! keeps me occupied with blogs that i can read!
im bored but have to go somewhere later.. got my cousin's engagement..

anw, i wrote a poem! im not the most eloquent english speaking person around, but i try! and im really bad at rhyming words! takes me long to figure out a word.. haha..

haiyah, when my head's a lil clearer, i will write a more interesting entry! till then.. toodles!~

~_~

*PEACE OUT*