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muhd taufiq a.k.a t.fiQue
soon-to-be 20 & fresh graduate of Ngee Ann Polytechnic Diploma in ECE.
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this is my avenue
Tuesday, April 15, 2008

[[ this is what i want to say. ]]

arrrggghhh!!
what the hell is going on at home man.. everything's soo screwed up la..
i feel soo fucked up...

i really think going to army sooner is better for me.. to run away from all this problems.. and i think i do want to go army sooner..
arrgghh! fck la.. why this kinda thing also can happen..

its fucking irritating me everyday.. i get more mad, and more sad, mad at the person, and sad that the situation's spiralling out of control...
urrgghH! why cant some people just be responsible adults.. fck man..
i just want to run away from home sometimes.. tts y im working - till very very late at night..

also, ive told jamal that there's no point persuing that "dream" anymore..
he was kinda giving me the "i told you so" talk.. well, he did try to help me, but i refused his kind help.. and the story ends up like this..
well, this isnt the fairytale ending i was hoping for..

first i lost hope at home..and now i lost hope in heart too..
ironic, mayb god's punishing me for the bad things ive done..

ya allah, do forgive me of the sins ive done, and help me turn all this mess around and shed some light in my life.. amin.